I've tried taking back over my life from the boring monotonous routine that I became trapped into. With the help of a refreshed tan (a sign of happiness) I have regained some confidence and have
rereleased my flirtatious nature. My body and mind are now in the process of getting back in shape with my spirit.
I stepped back and realized I was letting too many little things bother me that I shouldn't. I wasn't really in the mood to be friendly, especially with girls. I was just having too many bad encounters to really enjoy myself, until suddenly now I don't even care. I had been getting upset when the love of my life, Jennifer, only would sit with me if randomly forced to. Today I let a new girl sit with me and saved the other seat for Alli. That way I wouldn't set myself up for a letdown, even though none was probably intended.
I did walk into the breakroom last night on the way to wardrobe with Dana only to have all three women in the room call out my name practically at once, and none had anything to do with each other. One was Letitia from work who just got married who was talking to Matthew, Dana and my ride home, so that was nothing special. The second was the sixteen year old virgin, Mica-Marya Wenner from our sister buffeteria. She's actually really cute when she wants to be and I like her best out of the little kids in our area. She was talking to two hispanic guys and I completely blew her off by acknowledging Rochelle instead. She walked with me into the locker room and we had a good little chat. I actually think it would be fun to hook up with her here being that she got dumped at the end of summer and all. She's pretty nice but I just can't figure out how to get to be in the same place with her for any length of time.
When I walked back in the breakroom, Mica made sure I saw her this time. I also had a fan club (of the criticizing sorts) when I went into currency operations with Dana to drop the banks. All of the
girls from the front of the park that work with Keven were there and Jennifer was making a big deal out of me being there. She's the one that called my name out from the pool that day I was walking by with Kristen, which made the latter jealous. Kimberly form the front is one of my new favorite people. We were at lunch collectively the other day until everyone but she and I were there alone. Both Keven and Danielle have individually told me that she is quite and were surprised when I told them how much she ran her mouth at lunch with me that day.
She came by the boat the other day in plain clothes with a Delta Gamma girl, and she looked fucking amazing!!! I stood there in utter awe which was immediately noticed by my coworkers. And then they all saw Kim recognize me and wave. I was so happy that everyone saw, for it is far and few between when such a beautiful girl acknowledges me on her own accord.
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