Tuesday, June 20, 1995

June 20, 1995 - Tuesday - Disney Sucks!

     Things are still severely boring and repetitive here at the most wonderful place on earth. The only trickle of satisfaction I get is from giving away free stuff to guests to increase their Disney experience. It's a privilege called "going above and beyond the guest's expectations". If someone seems even the slightest bit unhappy then I can often really cheer them up with something as
simple as a free drink or a bag of chips. If their wait is too long due to the person filling orders ignorance, then I will wake up for that with something free. It's a really nice little bit of power that
a lot of the full timers frown down upon. However, every supervisor in the park eagerly allows it (which explains why they are supervisors and the others are not!).

     It just amazes me, though, how much fighting and bickering goes on in practically every location in the park, according to all of my friends. There is no intimate supervision so when a fight happens, no punishment occurs, allowing such trivial bullshit to continue every day. It's the most ridiculous situation I have ever seen. No one is happy because of all this shit and the resulting attitudes get
directed at the guests. I am just so impressed with how well Busch Gardens promotes relations between individual employees, thus keeping them happy. I like to say that Disney really is made of magic, because there sure as hell isn't anything else holding it together!!!

     I ended up hanging out with Dana for a few nights doing stuff like drinking quite a bit of vodka. I got drunk but not wasted on five two ounce shots. We messed around a couple of times but I felt
really guilty because of Kristen so I just brushed Dana off and hardly talk to her anymore. I knew I could never love her or pursue anything with her and the though of a one night stand with someone
like that made me sick. I've been thinking a lot about love lately and have become even more content with not wanting to find anyone new this summer. I'll just wait... unfortunately this comes during my
stay at the "second easiest place in the country to get laid", and the "place where you will meet your wife".

     But that leaves me severely bored in the meantime with no real purpose in life but to drift along until this fleeting summer is over. It makes it all feel so fake to me since I can't really control anything here and don't care what happens anyway.

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