There's actually a girl here at Vista Way that I am completely entranced by. She picks up where my fascination for Lara left off. I dare say I would marry this girl right now without knowing anything further than I already do about her personality and lifestyle. Of course I speak of Kristen's roommate, Jennifer Merritt.
Jen comes from Pennsylvania but goes to school with Wil at Bowling Green in Ohio. She has admitted to being a spoiled brat, the daughter of very prominent parents. Jen is Presbyterian, but says
that her virginity has nothing to do whatsoever with her religion. She is waiting only for the right guy to come along. This may very well be the second time Kristen has ruined an opportunity for me to
be a gorgeous virgin's "right guy". The first was Erin Wilcox. Jennifer claims to be anything but innocent but won't explain why, no matter how much I coax and prod. She also says she is really mean and sarcastic (so am I!!!) to those around her. She has agreed to "leave me a letter on my pillow" at the end of the semester explaining the evil within her, and Kristen seems to think it means that Jen has done everything but have sex.
This girl is just so fucking beautiful. She is a very big girl who is in no way overweight. She's just HUGE! which givers her the ability to carry herself with all sorts of apparent dignity. Despite
her beautiful appearance, he claims to have extremely low self esteem and we had along talk at lunch yesterday where I tried to relate to her about that as much as possible. Unfortunately she is under the
belief that Kristen and I are (or at least should be) dating and I think that truly affects her opinion towards me. I was hoping to fight the odds and see if I could milk this inner bad girl to see if
she be willing to consummate.
Or perhaps I could look a little bit closer to home and fight for a bit of recognition from Alli Gill. She is the Zeta from UF which is in my seminar. She is very beautiful and we can actually talk and joke around with each other without much difficulty. I actually find myself looking at her with what I call "smiling eyes". Like a gentle and tender but very happy glisten that I also see as she returns my gaze...
Well, I'm lying here staring at my giant confederate flag on the wall, and listening to one of my two new Disney Classic CD's that each have twenty-five songs each from all of the Disney animated
films prior to Pocahontas.
Wednesday, June 28, 1995
Tuesday, June 20, 1995
June 20, 1995 - Tuesday - Disney Sucks!
Things are still severely boring and repetitive here at the most wonderful place on earth. The only trickle of satisfaction I get is from giving away free stuff to guests to increase their Disney experience. It's a privilege called "going above and beyond the guest's expectations". If someone seems even the slightest bit unhappy then I can often really cheer them up with something as
simple as a free drink or a bag of chips. If their wait is too long due to the person filling orders ignorance, then I will wake up for that with something free. It's a really nice little bit of power that
a lot of the full timers frown down upon. However, every supervisor in the park eagerly allows it (which explains why they are supervisors and the others are not!).
It just amazes me, though, how much fighting and bickering goes on in practically every location in the park, according to all of my friends. There is no intimate supervision so when a fight happens, no punishment occurs, allowing such trivial bullshit to continue every day. It's the most ridiculous situation I have ever seen. No one is happy because of all this shit and the resulting attitudes get
directed at the guests. I am just so impressed with how well Busch Gardens promotes relations between individual employees, thus keeping them happy. I like to say that Disney really is made of magic, because there sure as hell isn't anything else holding it together!!!
I ended up hanging out with Dana for a few nights doing stuff like drinking quite a bit of vodka. I got drunk but not wasted on five two ounce shots. We messed around a couple of times but I felt
really guilty because of Kristen so I just brushed Dana off and hardly talk to her anymore. I knew I could never love her or pursue anything with her and the though of a one night stand with someone
like that made me sick. I've been thinking a lot about love lately and have become even more content with not wanting to find anyone new this summer. I'll just wait... unfortunately this comes during my
stay at the "second easiest place in the country to get laid", and the "place where you will meet your wife".
But that leaves me severely bored in the meantime with no real purpose in life but to drift along until this fleeting summer is over. It makes it all feel so fake to me since I can't really control anything here and don't care what happens anyway.
simple as a free drink or a bag of chips. If their wait is too long due to the person filling orders ignorance, then I will wake up for that with something free. It's a really nice little bit of power that
a lot of the full timers frown down upon. However, every supervisor in the park eagerly allows it (which explains why they are supervisors and the others are not!).
It just amazes me, though, how much fighting and bickering goes on in practically every location in the park, according to all of my friends. There is no intimate supervision so when a fight happens, no punishment occurs, allowing such trivial bullshit to continue every day. It's the most ridiculous situation I have ever seen. No one is happy because of all this shit and the resulting attitudes get
directed at the guests. I am just so impressed with how well Busch Gardens promotes relations between individual employees, thus keeping them happy. I like to say that Disney really is made of magic, because there sure as hell isn't anything else holding it together!!!
I ended up hanging out with Dana for a few nights doing stuff like drinking quite a bit of vodka. I got drunk but not wasted on five two ounce shots. We messed around a couple of times but I felt
really guilty because of Kristen so I just brushed Dana off and hardly talk to her anymore. I knew I could never love her or pursue anything with her and the though of a one night stand with someone
like that made me sick. I've been thinking a lot about love lately and have become even more content with not wanting to find anyone new this summer. I'll just wait... unfortunately this comes during my
stay at the "second easiest place in the country to get laid", and the "place where you will meet your wife".
But that leaves me severely bored in the meantime with no real purpose in life but to drift along until this fleeting summer is over. It makes it all feel so fake to me since I can't really control anything here and don't care what happens anyway.
Sunday, June 4, 1995
June 4, 1995 - Sunday - River Country
Nothing very good is happening in the woman department these days. It could have something to do with the fact that I work from noon until eleven almost every day and can't go out with everyone
very often. It's also fucking overcast every day off I do get so I'm turning whiter than a fucking marshmallow.
I had fun last night when me and three of the guys headed out to the theater and saw the latest Die Hard for the second time. It was much better the second time around. There was a riddle where you had one five gallon bottle and one three gallon bottle and had to measure out four gallons precisely. Genius me had to explain the answer fifty times and even draw out a schematic doing so. Heath said that I was actually good for something.
That reminds me... Matt Spiroti, the Carolinian, has screwed this Chi Omega from Southwest Texas Matt's school named Christi. She's a snob on the bigger side but is still fairly attractive. I
rode in the back seat with her that last time I went to Pleasure Island when I brought Matt back home puking his guts out. Spiroti stood the fellows up Friday night after asking them to wait for him
and then disappearing with Christi and not coming back. He then called last night and said he was bringing a bunch of friends over to have a little party. Clint talked to him first and then Heath, who
was still a little perturbed, got on the phone. He asked him what has a small dick and hangs down. The answer, a bat. He then asked what has a big dick and hangs up... and did!!! We all had a damn good laugh at that one.
I went with Keven yesterday morning morning to Disney's River Country, the water (hole) park made back in the (Renaissance) seventies. It is free this month to employees so we decided to check
it out rather than paying the fifteen bucks. There are three, yes THREE, slides total and one is a kiddie ride! There is one little clean pool and the bigger one is connected to the lake that borders
many of the better resorts as well as the Magic Kingdom. We got free five dollar locker rentals from the guy working who then asked where we worked so the favor could be returned. Anyone with half a brain cell would know that's not the way things work around here but I laughed and agreed with him anyway.
We quickly completed the two big rides which were OK but didn't even compare to Adventure Island's smallest ride. There was a volleyball net in about three feet of water and we came up to some
people just horsing around. They asked us to join in and we played and had an awesome time. I joked that there actually was something fun to do in the park.
At the boat, a few more college program people have actually started working. There's this new girl named Dana who is doing the program for the second time. She's pretty tall and is cute, with
really nice thighs. She's from Massachusetts and wants to transfer to UF!!! to major in early childhood education. I was surprised at how much she paralleled Kristen. A lot of the people at work have kids already and I brought up the subject with her. She laughed and said that she doesn't have any yet but wants to have a lot once she is married. I think I asked her if she is Catholic but she said no.
very often. It's also fucking overcast every day off I do get so I'm turning whiter than a fucking marshmallow.
I had fun last night when me and three of the guys headed out to the theater and saw the latest Die Hard for the second time. It was much better the second time around. There was a riddle where you had one five gallon bottle and one three gallon bottle and had to measure out four gallons precisely. Genius me had to explain the answer fifty times and even draw out a schematic doing so. Heath said that I was actually good for something.
That reminds me... Matt Spiroti, the Carolinian, has screwed this Chi Omega from Southwest Texas Matt's school named Christi. She's a snob on the bigger side but is still fairly attractive. I
rode in the back seat with her that last time I went to Pleasure Island when I brought Matt back home puking his guts out. Spiroti stood the fellows up Friday night after asking them to wait for him
and then disappearing with Christi and not coming back. He then called last night and said he was bringing a bunch of friends over to have a little party. Clint talked to him first and then Heath, who
was still a little perturbed, got on the phone. He asked him what has a small dick and hangs down. The answer, a bat. He then asked what has a big dick and hangs up... and did!!! We all had a damn good laugh at that one.
I went with Keven yesterday morning morning to Disney's River Country, the water (hole) park made back in the (Renaissance) seventies. It is free this month to employees so we decided to check
it out rather than paying the fifteen bucks. There are three, yes THREE, slides total and one is a kiddie ride! There is one little clean pool and the bigger one is connected to the lake that borders
many of the better resorts as well as the Magic Kingdom. We got free five dollar locker rentals from the guy working who then asked where we worked so the favor could be returned. Anyone with half a brain cell would know that's not the way things work around here but I laughed and agreed with him anyway.
We quickly completed the two big rides which were OK but didn't even compare to Adventure Island's smallest ride. There was a volleyball net in about three feet of water and we came up to some
people just horsing around. They asked us to join in and we played and had an awesome time. I joked that there actually was something fun to do in the park.
At the boat, a few more college program people have actually started working. There's this new girl named Dana who is doing the program for the second time. She's pretty tall and is cute, with
really nice thighs. She's from Massachusetts and wants to transfer to UF!!! to major in early childhood education. I was surprised at how much she paralleled Kristen. A lot of the people at work have kids already and I brought up the subject with her. She laughed and said that she doesn't have any yet but wants to have a lot once she is married. I think I asked her if she is Catholic but she said no.