I actually had an additional motivation to go to chemistry lecture today since Emily had decided that she'd finally go again. After talking to Ed and Chris for a few minutes, I walked into class and picked up a homework sheet each for the two of us. It wasn't long before she walked in, and I said hello to catch her attention. I had sat back by the doors in case she didn't show up, because I wanted an easy way out. We went down closer to the front and took our usual seats. It felt good to have her back again. She already knew about my social problems exam a couple of periods later, and I studied throughout lecture.
I was mentioning Mardi Gras last night, and she said that I couldn't do anything because I hadn't brought any beads. I was already downstairs this morning when I remembered that, so I went back up and grabbed about five strands. I included the gold one that I bought at the French market. I had them in my jacket pocket to use when the time was convenient.
While I was studying, I noticed her put some pressure on her hand. It made me curious and I looked down to see her hand resting right between her legs! I really wanted to know what she was thinking. As I continued to study, I put my hand up on my leg and rubbed two of my fingers in slow circles, wondering if I could turn her on. Sometimes it seems to work. I then told her that I remembered the beads this time, and pulled them out. She asked to see one, and I handed her the gold one. She played with it for a long time, passing it between her hands, seeming like she really liked it. She asked me later what all you had to do at Mardi Gras to get beads. I sort of blatantly told her, as she continued to play with them, hoping she wouldn't try to give them back yet.
Her horoscope today said that somebody will please her intellectually, but that she needs to find somebody who cares about her feelings as well. I decided to be that person. I was reading my abortion notes, and had just read a very good abortion book in the past few nights. Since I know of her strong Catholic background, and I've learned a lot about the Catholics' views on abortion. I asked her what her view is. She told me that she's not going to have one. I thought she meant she wasn't going to have a view, and asked her why not. She busted out with, 'Because I'm not going to get fucked!' I laughed and changed my question, asking her what her view on other people having abortions is. She is very pro-life, like I expected. She also doesn't believe abortions should be given, even for rape, although she might change her mind if she were raped. We talked about how we both believe that it is very wrong to use abortion as contraception, and about believing that an embryo is is a person from conception. How could it not be? It's living human tissue, always!!!, just if very early stages. Jon agrees as well about that. I ended up using part of our discussion in one of my essays on my sociology exam.
I looked down at my notes at one point and saw Emily's name in big three dimensional letters!!! I do that when I get bored and start thinking about a girl. I do it quite a bit with Kimmeth, and with Emily in social problems. I said, 'Look it's you!' in case she had already seen it, and laughed it off. I told her that we were talking about social dropouts and I thought of her never coming to class, and we laughed. She said that she knows that I was really just thinking about her, which I was. That was a serious faux pas!
Anyway, as we were getting ready to leave, she handed back the beads to me. I held them for a second, and then asked her if wanted them. She said yes very enthusiastically, and said that she really likes them. I told her sort of accusingly that she couldn't give them away and she said that she wouldn't. That was pretty cool. At the end of class she wanted to ask Bernal something, and I quietly called his last name, and she then called `Pedro' just as quietly. It was funny because he heard her, and it seemed like slow motion as he turned around and looked straight at her. He laughed and said that he thought she dropped out because she hasn't been to class for two months! That was a trip, and she was a little embarrassed. It seemed weird that he has noticed us not being there. I had thought that he looks for me each time to see if we're together, and am sure that he does now. Funny.
She saw a girl named Summer coming into the next class and she ran up to talk to her for a second. I walked over right up behind her, and then noticed all of the gorgeous girls in that class! She looked up at me once, and I smiled and looked around, and told her that I wish that I was in that class. She laughed and grabbed me but the front of my pants and said, `Let's go!' It was really funny. She told me to stop looking at the merchandise if I can't afford to buy it! I retaliated by saying that I don't need to buy anything, because I can get it for free!, and I won. I walked her to class, and we talked a lot on the way. We gave a lengthy goodbye to each other both seemingly in a very good mood. Damn I was happy!
I went and studied for two hours in my little nook in the library. There's a little indention in the wall by a window where two chairs will fit perfectly facing each other. I then use it as a couch to lean back and study. It gives me an awesome view of the girl's leaving via the stairs, and I got some pretty strong flirtations back! Anyway, I then went to class and talked to this cute girl who I met on Tuesday. She looks sorority. Like I explained to Chris, that new adjective just means that she has blonde hair, and a gorgeous body! After Mardi gras, I really wanted to take advantage of one of the many cute girls in there and talk to them, and figured that the test coming up gave me a perfect opportunity. It reminds me a lot of computer class last semester. I turned towards this cute girl, and she made the first move, and we ended up walking out and talking for a little bit. I talked to her again at the beginning of class today. I looked at her test and looked at her name as I walked out. It's Debbie, but I'm not supposed to know that yet. I'll ask her if I get to sit by her on Tuesday.
What a day! I finally have that test done and over with, and then there's Emily... Emily...
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