Well it seems Shar¡ has found a new lover to spend every day of her life with now. Jeff. She's been screwing him now for a couple of weeks and just kept leading me on for some reason which is far beyond my ability to understand. Perhaps I'm just not nearly as educated about real life as I like to think I am. She suddenly won't see me all week after calling me just Thursday afternoon because she was thinking about me. It's nuts and I'm not sure what the hell is going on.
Father came up early Friday morning and I skipped all of my classes. I think I wrote a journal about the first few days that's currently on hard copy but I'll type it in eventually. It ended with Friday night so I'll go from there.
I sat around and waited forever for Shar¡ on Saturday and she knew how much I wanted to see her but didn't seem to care. I gave up and called Sarah later on and her mom told me that she was in the shower. She called a few minutes later and we started talking for quite a while and said some rather interesting things to butter each other up a little bit. She's not really a prospect anymore but she's still a connection. I joked to myself that two of my connections have just gotten too close now that Shar¡ lives so close to Sarah. That's not safe because say Sarah wanted to go on a dinner date to a restaurant where Shar¡ works... Bummer.
Shar¡ just slept all day Sunday and I ended up calling Christina to talk just to her. She told me all about Jeff and so forth. I decided to use Christina as my ally towards Shar¡ by making Shar¡ look really bad for telling me to come to Tampa for Spring break and then not spending any time with me. I made it sound like I ditched awesome plans for Ft. Lauderdale, which I did, just to see her because she had led me on only to have her do that to me. It worked and Christina bitched out Shar¡ for doing so. Christina was called by Shar¡ later and then called me back and told me that they are planning on going to Daytona on Monday if they can get twenty dollars so they can drop Cord off at Shar¡'s aunt's house for a couple of months.
Christina talked Shar¡ into letting me go and Shar¡ was actually the one to call me later from Christina's house. She said they were getting ready to run out to her apartment and asked if I wanted to come with them for that. I said yes and was over there in twenty minutes. I hugged Christina and Shar¡ seemed to avoid me for a few minutes as she played with the radio but she eventually got up and hugged me. I grabbed the AC/DC tapes I made for Shar¡ and gave them to her and she really liked that and put one on. We left soon afterwards and I sat in the back with Cord. We stopped by someone's apartment to get Shar¡'s house key from Jeff and I had shown Christina a picture in my album. I knew Shar¡ would want to see it and she turned around to try and fight me for it and I kept holding her hands away form it asking her what for. We weren't being rough, I was just taking advantage of getting to touch her. I finally gave it to her and we had a little bit of fun looking through it.
I didn't yet think very much of her at the time because she was still in a rather pathetic looking state. She was very white, all broken out and felt weak when we were wrestling. I almost felt like I had to be extra careful with her not to hurt her but that image changed son thereafter. When we got to Shar¡'s apartment she showed me around and it was a rather nice place for somebody who doesn't have to pay rent. She showed me how they converted this big closet into Cord's room complete with his bed. Shar¡ just slept on a quilt on the floor, with Jeff, because Christina says that he sleeps over there almost ever night nowadays.
Shar¡ then went and called her Aunt Tammy through a relay service because the woman is deaf. All I could think is how bad that will be for Cord because he's going to miss out on some very essential speaking development at his age. I just hope what she's doing to him doesn't cause irrecoverable damage. It's funny how at the time I was all excited about going just to be with Shar¡, but later I started feeling so bad because I was helping the bitch dump her kid. Shar¡ then started packing Cord's stuff and I picked Cord's bed up and brought it into the middle of Cord's room. It's a rather nice metal deal and Christina and I then disassembled it, replacing all of the bolts in their holes as not to lose them or forget where they go during transit. That's an old trick of mine.
Christina and I were having a good time laughing because we were screwing for the first time. We made some rather lewd jokes and we were acting like we were high. It was fun. Shar¡ joined in and we finished the thing up and then crammed it in Christina's car. We then headed back over to Christina's apartment to stay the night because her parents were out of town. I had brought all of my possessions in my car in case we did go so I didn't have to go home. Christina planned on us leaving at six in the morning and we soon decided that we weren't going to go to sleep at all since it was almost one thirty anyway.
Earlier when Shar¡ was on the phone, I was on the couch watching TV. I started looking at her and she winked at me. I told her I couldn't see what she did and she did it again, a few more times. I smiled and went back to the TV. In the car she reached her hand back and I took it in mine and we "held" each other all of the way home. She tried to pull my hand up around her once but I didn't go for that yet. That was pretty cool, though.
As we left earlier, Shar¡ had been drinking some blue margarita drink and said that she got wasted on them earlier. She still had three quarters of a glass left and handed it back to me to taste. There was a straw and I downed the entire thing. She laughed when I handed her the empty cup. She also had a couple of small bottles of Goldschl„ger which is cinnamon schnapps with real gold flakes floating inside. I almost had them convinced that it was fish food which was funny. Well, I stole the empty bottle for decoration and also the half full bottle. They're decorating the clock in the living room now and I'll just have to be sure Shar¡ never sees them. Ashley has talked about the drink and also has a small collection of little liquor bottles so I wanted to gloat.
Shar¡ and I went out to my car and got her Beavis and Butthead tape and also the Victoria's Secret silk chemise present and a couple of other things. She started playing the tape nd then wanted to open the present and I kept teasing her telling her I didn't want her to yet. I finally gave it to her and she dug in. We then were all talking for a little while and she got on the phone a couple of times which bothered me because it was probably Jeff. She ended up sitting across me on the couch later on and I was rubbing her leg while we watched the TV. Christina was busy cooking egg salad all of this time. I later ended up on the recliner and Shar¡ was lying on the floor begging for a massage.
I made her put her head up on her arms so she wouldn't fall asleep and I gave her some really good stuff. I would tease her and stop ever once in a while. She told me to come down with her so I could reach her better which I did and ended up pressed against her while I massaged her back. She really seemed to be enjoying it and I asked her if she has been massaged in a while and she said not in a long time. I made some reference to giving up on me and she said that she didn't because I'm still here, aren't I? I answered yes, but told her that it sucks because after our trip is over we will go back to our normal lives. I then elaborated that he will run back to Jeff and I will go back home and she fully understood what I was talking about and I think it showed her that I knew what she was doing to me.
We rolled around a little bit after Christina started bitching that we need to start taking our showers. She said that either I or Shar¡ can go first, or asked if she should. We told her to go first and kept up what we were doing. We finally had to get up and I was trying to help her but wasn't putting any effort into it at all. I let myself get pulled back down by her and we ended up in a very interesting position. We finally sat up and she asked me if I could see her tear where and explained that it was because she was lying down. I took advantage and grabbed her giving her a big hug telling her everything would be all right and that was funny. We then went out to the cars and got the clothes that we would wear to the beach. She liked my flannel boxers from the gap and told me to wear a white shirt with it.
She had already asked me to take a shower with her (YES!!!!!) and Christina seemed rather surprised when we walked in the bathroom together. Christina then left for a minute so I could get in and I climbed in like the good old days with my old lover. She had started shaving her legs and nicked her knee as I got in and was complaining to me about it. I complained that I was going to catch AIDS and she said not to joke about that. I then took the soap and scrubbed her back for her and then washed myself. As I washed my hair, the soap started running over my face and she quickly scooped it away for me which I thought was cute. We played around as we finished up washing.
Shar¡ stopped and looked at me once after I had just let the water run over my head and said that I look really cute all wet like that. I joked that will help me out whenever I try to meet a girl in the shower! Since my head was over the top of the shower curtain anyway Shar¡ told Christina who was still in the bathroom to look and asked if I wasn't cute like that. I peered at her but don't remember what she said. Shar¡ shaved the sides of her pubes and asked if I knew that she did that. I laughed and said yes because most people's hair doesn't grow looking like a little finger and we laughed. I also said that I figured it out that night in the park. She told me that she's been told that it's cute. Of course, a guy that wants to fuck a girl will tell her anything...
I finally told her that we've taken care of the ritual stuff and now it was time for the recreational. With that we took each other in our arms and started making out in the water and that felt damn good. I found myself rolling her breasts around in my hands until finally Christina yelled out that we had better not devirginize her shower because Shar¡ has already done so to her living room and her bathroom counter. Bitch. I asked her if she wanted to and she said no that we had better get out now. Great. We both walked around in a towel for a while and since I had forgotten my toothbrush, Shar¡ convinced me to use hers. I told her if she'd lend it to me she's probably leant it to many others and she gave me her new catch phrase - whatever. Christina reminded me that it used to be, "well fuck a fat lady," and I laughed because I had forgotten all of that.
Shar¡ wanted to wear her new silk and put it on. It didn't look that great right now because she isn't tan yet. Plus she had a green towel wrapped around her head and I joked with Christina that Shar¡ looks like an old mother sitting around the house on her ass. All she needed was a cigarette to complete the image which she soon did. I went and sat in the recliner and she soon came over and sat with me. I started massaging her on her shoulders and through the silk for quite a while. It sucked as time went on and I realized more and more that I wasn't going to get anything more but now I am very glad for what I did get because Christina wasn't expecting me to get a shower at all.
Time came and we started getting our stuff together and Shar¡ was throwing clothes across the room to me. Christina saw that and laughed saying it looked like Shar¡ was throwing me out. I looked into Shar¡'s eyes and told Christina that she's already had a lot of practice doing that and Shar¡ pouted surprised and nailed me with some clothing thrown at my face. It was funny. Once we were on our way, Shar¡ and I were soon holding hands and massaging each other's for the longest time. Christina had thought we had gone to sleep but I know that we hadn't because we never stopped moving our hands all around. At Daytona, Shar¡ and I kissed a lot in the car. She was kind of into it and I just wanted to do it because Shar¡ is a damn good kisser and I missed it.
That night was almost the last time I saw Shar¡ because soon afterwards father told me that the only day he could bring me back to Gainesville was Friday rather than Sunday. At the rate I had been going, I was very happy to get out of Tampa and thought it would be cool to have some time up here to clean up and organize myself before classes started. I just couldn't get a hold of Shar¡ so I sent the message through Christina that I was leaving Friday morning.
Back in Gainesville:
I called Shar¡ Friday night not expecting her to be there at all after she ran off the rest of the week. Amazingly she was there and she even answered the phone! That alone was cool. I told her I was bored and wanted to talk to her. I explained everything that I had written early that morning about our bargaining. I told her how I just wanted to test her to see how she would react when the payment hit home. She told me that if we would have had sex it would have changed everything between us.
She then covered her ass beautifully by telling me the reason she hadn't called me very much was because of what I said about my dad complaining that I never spend any time with them anymore. She realized how true this was after remembering how we spent every day together at the end of the summer. Fuck! Why'd I have to tell her that??? I then told her that it's different this time because my dad is at work and my sisters are at school so I didn't have to be at home. She then told me that I know damn well that I could have been over there with her every single day and probably would have spent the night every night. She said that I would have over the summer had her dad not been there. That was interesting.
I had asked her if I ended up getting more than I bargained for and she said that she had planned on spending a lot of time with me, every day!, until I said what I said. SHIT!!!
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