I think I'm going to cry. I just drove past Kimmeth's house on the way home from work and her car was gone. She really did leave. I had a inconceivable little fantasy that she was just joking about the whole thing and was just trying to get me to go out with her. Sound a little far fetched? Well here's my explanation:
I called her house last night knowing that she would be gone. I figured that I'd talk to her mother for a second and then it would be over. I also know Kim well enough that she probably didn't leave on time. I was shocked and so very happy when her mother said that she was still home. We talked kind of meaninglessly for a little while. I told her about my day at Busch Gardens and all that. We started talking about people on the Flume again. She mentioned that Mark was pretty surprised one time that Kim was still talking to ME. I told her that I'm going to go kick his ass since there is no purpose left to my summer so my actions won't matter. She thought it was funny. She said that she chatted to Bill for a little while later on Monday night.
I had just gotten home from a Busch gardens contact meeting when I called her. She then got this silly notion that she wanted to take me out to dessert. She asked me if I had eaten dinner and I said no, but I didn't want anything. She then told me to do my thing and go ahead and come over. As soon as I saw her it sank in that we would have to say goodbye all over again. But we did end up kissing each other on the cheek, so it wasn't all that bad, but I knew that it would seem corny if we were to go through that again. She wanted to drive, and we sped over to Ybor City. It was amazing how many cops were out and about last night. I counted at least twenty for the night. It was amazing to us. I told her that Tampa was expecting rioting conditions upon her departure and were just taking precautions. It was funny.
The little dessert place was closed again, and I sort of shunned the other place there. We decided to go eat at Chilis. She asked me if I had eaten since we talked, and I said no, When she asked if I wanted dinner, I still said no. She then asked if I would help her eat if she ordered something. I smiled and said that I would. They were taking the last orders for the evening when we arrived, so we made it just in time. Our waitress was a really cute dirty blonde with long straight hair. She was somewhat like Nicole, but much cuter and much more perfect in all aspects. I was impressed. I tried flirting with her. Kim said that she didn't get a tip because she was flirting back!
We had always wanted to try the blooming onion, so we did. It tasted pretty good but there was just so much there. There was a really good sauce. Kim kept teasing me and I would joke that I was going to move off to another table and run off with the waitress. She said something once that incited me to put my finger in the yellow sauce with the intent of dabbing it on her somewhere. When I put my finger near her face, she opened her mouth and sucked it all off in one quick sweep. It freaked me out for a second because her tongue was cold because she had just drunken ice water. It was funny.
We also each ordered a sundae. Her's had a huge brownie inside, and mine was on top of cinnamon flour tortilla shells with hot fudge. they were both really good. We shared as we usually do. She scooped a big spoonful of brownie and ice cream on her spoon and let me eat it. We took quite a while and were watching the Tonight Show for a while. the waitress started getting a little weird because we were taking so long.
We then drove back to her house and ended up talking on her front porch until almost two in the morning and I had to be at work at nine. I joked that I should have brought my clothes so I could crash over at Busch. She was telling me about Lucinda and how she is very motherly to Kim. She has a very high set of standards for the guys that Kim is allowed to date. She has a tendency to say, `Oh,' in such a variety of ways that range from acceptance to extreme disapproval. She told me how she would have told her about MArk. She also said that she had told her about me. She made up a hypothetical conversation between the two of them She said something like, `There's this guy I've been going out with named Dan who drives a Mustang and is a pre Med major.' She joked that Lucinda would love that. I really liked the tone she used when she said about us going out.
I also kept mentioning about how my depression is just spiraling down faster and faster. I also told her about how much I was looking forward to this summer and spending it with her. She denied it at first, thinking I might have been joking but she soon realized that I was serious, and she seemed a little glad that I felt that way.
We both started getting tired towards two and knew that we'd soon be parting. She showed me a few things in her room before we started acting silly. We started hanging around each other standing up close face to face babbling nonsense. We would have this trivial little conversations about nothing. They started having implications towards kissing. She then stretched up and we kissed on the lips. I was happy. She smiled and quickly said that she'd see me around and we then said goodbye. My heart raced all of the way home and I knew that I'd miss her that much more now, and I do.
I went in to work looking for Agnes this morning to talk to her about Kim. I couldn't find her, but instead she found me later at the bumper cars. I was so happy to see her. I told her what all had happened including wondering what might have been had I gone to USF. She told me that I should have asked her out a long time ago. She was feeling pity for me and I was glad. We've decided to meet up tomorrow morning to talk and so that she can show me a picture of her baby.
I had a pretty interesting day. I worked on Python with this new guy named Tony and the black guy named Mark who I worked with on the Flume once. He remembered that, bringing it up first. He and I kept joking around about women all day. This one gorgeous older blonde with a beautiful butt came up with her big pretty-boy boyfriend. We instantly hated him, but loved her. I thought he was being a real dick. It was towards the end of the day and he was waiting at the exit to ride again in the front seat. His girlfriend didn't want to go again, but he dragged her back up there anyway. He looked across to the guys on the other side with their girls and said, `Now that's control! Could you guys make your girlfriends come back up even if she didn't want to?' She seemed pissed off, and ended up not riding. Mark was trying to convince her to go over the microphone to no avail.
When she stayed, Mark quickly told me that it was my chance to go and talk to her so I ran down to the exit. There was a guy standing there so I talked to him for a second trying not to be too obvious. I then started talking to her, asking her why she hadn't ridden. She said that she was pissed off because he took her camcorder onto the ride and would probably break it. I asked her why she didn't stop him, and she told me that he probably would have hit her, or slapped her. I expressed my disgust. She then was saying that he'll probably do something stupid when he gets to the platform. I don't understand why a guy can be so fucking naive when he has a girl as beautiful and intelligent sounding as this one was. Meanwhile Mark was bringing the coaster in very slowly, giving me as much time as possible. It was funny. When Mark and I were talking about it later, we joked that he would have said to her, `If you were MY girlfriend, I would be...' and then started saying all kinds of nice things. Unfortunately I hadn't thought of that, but now I know.
A perfect sweet thing to say popped into my head later when this gorgeous girl was up near the front of the coaster. Mark loved it and said that he has never thought of that one, despite it being so good. During the spiel, just say `...and now I'd like to dedicate this ride to the beautiful lady in row 3...' He decided to save it for a different time, though.
I also found myself a girlfriend. There were these four young girls that started coming through. I flirted with a couple of them as I do all of the cuter girls. They started off by just saying, `Hi Dan!' each time as they went through. They then started yelling my name each time as they came into the station on the coaster. By this time Mark and Tony had picked up on them and Mark was mocking me by calling my name over the intercom in the same tone that the girls were. It was funny. I joked with him that maybe there are some older sisters, and he suddenly liked the idea. They then kept saying hi to me each time, but now were saying that they loved me, too. One asked if I had a girlfriend. When I said no, she said that I have four now. There were a few older couples in line that thought it was cute.
The most mature one and essentially the cutest one looked up at me and said that she has a question, but then decided to wait until she rode the ride to ask me. When she came back, we stood facing each other and she asked me if I'd go out with her. I said sure and walked away. As they rode the ride now, it changed so that they just saying hi and were saying that she loves me. I played along and focused my attention on her. She was wearing a cute pink bikini with a see through shirt over top. The next big thing was her age. I asked her how old she is, and she joked around saying things like 21 and 17. I knew that as soon as I told her I am only 18, she would be happy. I finally got the truth about her, she's sixteen. She seemed depressed that I knew thinking I wouldn't talk to her again. She asked me how old I am. When I told her she perked up and said that she picked the right one.
It turns out that they're on a field trip from Bushnell. Darn. that meant they had to leave early. I would have walked to the front with them if they could have waited. Her name is Danielle and I just laughed. We started joking about going and living with each other. I said that I would take her home with me. She seemed interested and said her aunt doesn't want her anymore anyway. She also asked me if I would take a picture with her. I told her that I would later if they'd keep coming back. She asked me once if I'd ride with her, but I unfortunately had to tell her that I can't rode in uniform. I wish I would have told them about going on break, because they left for a little while. When it was time for them to leave, we stood together up on the platform to take a picture. She came up to my side and stood close, not daring to put her arm around me. I reached over and she quickly put her arm around me like she was waiting for the invitation. It was funny, and then they left.
I told Mark all about Kimmeth, because her remembers her. He joked that I sure seemed to be over her since I was messing around so much. He knew that I'm not though, and I just said it's a kind of a mental way to keep me from constantly thinking about her. Not that thinking about her is bad, but I tend to start daydreaming which isn't good when I should be concentrating on my job. It also was funny because we were talking about the implications of doing a sixteen year old just as my girls came in. We both said, `So.' at the same time.
There were also a group of obnoxious thirteen and fourteen year olds in earlier. They all were waiting at the exit for a couple of friends, so I joked around with them. They looked like they will be gorgeous in a few years. they then started singing. I turned and said seriously and calmly that, `Singing is grounds for immediate dismissal from the park.' It was funny. They then argued that Busch Gardens has a group of new archipelago singers. They got me. they were then pointing out who their two friends were. One was short and a bit underdeveloped. I knew that she was older but said, `You mean the ten year old.' I then just walked away but they all though it was a low cutdown. It was really funny.
What a day. Even though I'm having to find all new friends now, and am looking for a new fling, I'm doing so exceptionally quickly and with great luck. Go me.
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