Saturday, May 8, 1993

May 8, 1993 - Saturday - Long talk with Kimmeth!

Kim, oh Kim, oh Kim!!! Whatever will I do with you? She called me at eight and we talked until ten forty. She was tired from work, and I was about ready to go to sleep myself. We spent a little while chatting, and she figured that she'd go get something to eat before long so she could hurry and go to sleep. We then started talking and kept on for two hours. We both really seemed to wake up.

We are both being really sentimental and pretty sweet. She just received a book from Lucinda in the Virgin Islands called, `I Learned Everything That I'll Ever Need To Know In Kindergarten.' She found it really funny and read me an entire passage about doing laundry. It was really funny and makes you appreciate the interesting times spent in a laundromat. I was thinking about the time when the gorgeous blonde was going to let me share a dryer with her for our underwear. It was really cute. Kimmeth said that she'll always do the laundry. I told her that I wanted to do the laundry, now that I can appreciate doing so. She then said that I can do the dishes. She said it in a way that really sounded like she was contemplating us living together. I decided to be very agreeable, yet truthful. I told her that I really wouldn't mind doing the dishes, and then told her about my little system that I tried to install in Gainesville where everybody washes their dishes as they use them.

I also got a chance to explain my current fetish with country music. I told her that I usually start listening to it when I become depressed. I said that I started really listening to Garth Brooks for a while when Nicole and I broke up. I told her that I am already starting to get depressed over her leaving. She thought that was sweet, and I think she actually gave me a little pity. I told her that it will last a good three months this time. She tried to assure me that it wouldn't last that long. I disagreed saying that the only reason it will end is because my roommates in Gainesville won't let me listen to it anymore!

She gave me a really interesting psychological test. I didn't know quite why she was asking the questions, but my answers turned out perfectly.


1) What's your favorite animal? After a little while of thinking I finally came up with the manatee, because it's gentle, calm, and peaceful. Her's is the tiger.

2) What's your second favorite animal? I picked a large cat, telling her my past like of the cheetah, but moving it up to a more powerful jaguar.

3) What's your favorite color? Blue, more towards aquamarine, because it's cool and relaxing. Her's is red, hot and exciting!

4) If you were locked in an entirely white room with no windows, and no idea of when you would be released, how would you react over time? I told her that I would probably remain calm, likely tapping my feet nervously on the floor in anticipation. I later joked that I would probably got to sleep!!! Both she and Chrissy said that they would go nuts and start screaming. I did ask her whether or not she was in the room with me, but she said no.

5) You're at the beach at night under the moonlight and you can hear the sounds of the waves hitting the chore. How do you feel? I said that I am happy and am really enjoying myself because I love to take girls to the beach at night, it's very romantic.
She started laughing right then. That was an amazingly appropriate answer because the beach scene represents your views on sex. Kim said that she always imagined herself alone on the beach because she used to go swimming at night by herself when she lived on the beach. She said that it seemed backwards, because your favorite animal represents what you hope to become, and your second favorite shows how you currently feel about yourself. Your favorite color describes your personality in general. The white room signifies your attitude towards death. Very interesting. We had fun doing it, too.

Kim told me that she used to have a friend a couple of years older than her that dated a guy my age. She said that they went to the beach one time and they met up with a group of this guys friends, all his age. She was in her bikini and said that she really didn't care what they thought about her so she was being bitchy and witty. She then went swimming. When she came out of the water, they asked her if it was cold, because her nipples were poking through. She told them that it's not as cold as it is at their blanket! She then said that they dubbed her Bubbles for the rest of the day!!! That's really funny. She said that she was walking out of a movie one day about a month later and they drove up and screamed Bubbles! She was surprised because she didn't think she'd ever hear that again, and then went to dinner with them.

We were talking a little about ourselves when we were little. She was telling me about herself when she was in kindergarten. She went to a school that had kindergarten and sixth grade together. She used to wonder how they got so many medium people together in one place, because they were bigger than her, but smaller than adults. She also used to think that she would never be that big! She then was telling me about first grade. She said that she used to hang upside down from the parallel bars and just look at the sky. She said that after a while, she would become afraid that if she let go of the bars, she would fall into the sky. I thought that was really cute, picturing Kimmeth about Cathy's size. She and David used to take the bus home after school, and she would always wait for him in the loading area. She said that he would often be late and when he was, she would get worried and start crying! Heh heh. She said that it would get worse when a strange teacher would try to make her tell them what was wrong. I thought of Cathy in school.

We were also making some pretty sexual remarks. I had to be careful because my family was awake in the living room this time and could possibly hear me. She received a phone call at ten, ad came back on sounding depressed and told me to guess who it was. I said gene, and she agreed. I joked that I'd get off the phone so she can talk with him, and she said definitely not! She was a little distressed because she wanted to know what the hell he wanted, because he has no reason to be calling her. She kind of wanted to call him back to bitch him out. I told after a while that he really screws with her mind. She told me that it's easy for somebody to screw with her mind. I snickered and asked her ow easy it is to screw with her body. She laughed and complimented me saying, `Nice try!' It was really funny.

She really seems to like me a lot, but she seems really lost and confused in Tampa. She just doesn't have a direction here, and is much happier in general down there. I just wish that I could finish up college in a hurry and go with her. She has made me realize that material possessions, although nice, are hardly important. I would give up almost everything to be with someone like her. She told me that she just wants to marry a doctor and move to the islands. I told her that I'm trying to become one, and we laughed. I remember making another reference to us, which gave me another high spirited, `Nice try,' from her. I was doing rather well. You could tell that we were both really intent on talking with each other, and were having a lot of fun. We completely forgot how tired we were, until suddenly we looked at the clock at 10:40 and she still hadn't eaten. She was just going to go get something in the kitchen instead of running out, and then sleep because she had to be at work again early in the morning.

I have many more thoughts about Kimmeth, and about the way I've been leading my life, but they must wait until I develope these thoughts to their completion.

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