I didn't bother to wake up for biology this morning because I was really tired. Ashley called early to tell me that she wasn't going either, but had to move her car again. She would have wanted me to go with her if I had actually gotten ready, but oh well. Speaking of Ashley, I remember the other night in her room, she finally admitted to everybody that she called me up here from a Seven Eleven down in Brandon one Saturday night. It was pretty funny. She was saying that she got a lot of answering machines before calling me back. I cried that she just picked me because nobody else was home and she said that, on the contrary, I was one of the first people she called but nobody answered! Boy did I feel special!
I dressed up kind of nicely today and donned my glasses as I entered my German class today. I said good morning to Noel who was sitting in the front and stopped to talk to him for a minute. I leant against the teacher's table without any fear of being in front of the class, actually I sometimes like that. There was this really attractive blonde in the back who isn't in the class, just visiting a friend. She asked the girl if I was her teacher and I just found it funny that someone would even mistake little just-turned-nineteen year old me as a teacher. I then enjoyed a really fun talk with Karen and was actually a little perverted with her. She was asking me what kind of doctor I want to be and I said that I'm not sure, maybe an obstetrician. She was surprised that she had wanted to do the same thing at one time until she found out that you must be a gynecologist as well for that field. I was surprised and told her I didn't mind.
We were also joking that someday she'll be the head of a group of doctors, and I'll just be the guy that pushes around the cardiopulmonary resuscitator machine. She laughed and joked at how she'll be the one slapping me around to work harder and faster. I then said that someday I'll advance to a surgeon in her group, and then one day she'll get sick and will be under my knife and I'll remember all of the abuse. We laughed a lot about that nd joked around quite a bit more. Afterwards I walked her to class and told her (bragged!) about the problems that accumulated over the weekend and she was one of the most receptive people that I have told it to. She had already told me in class about how she has a boyfriend and seems dedicated so I didn't mind if I killed any possible interest between us, since it's probably made up in my head. That will probably make our friendship better because she'll know that the interest in her isn't physical, necessarily.
I also told her how I just dumped my girlfriend and she exclaimed that she didn't know I had one!!! I explained to her how I've been dating my next door neighbor for a month since just after I got my letter from Shar¡. She asked if that's the girl she always sees me walking with and I said I don't think so, that's Ashley. She then said that she's just being nosy but I don;t care or mind at all, I actually invite her to be. Today was AIDS awareness day and they set up a tent with a lot of educational displays inside and were having a rally out on the Plaza where all of the alternative freaks hang out. A thought suddenly transgressed through my mind: AIDS ===> sex ===> safe sex ===> condoms ===> free condoms!!! So I headed over and sure enough there were baskets full of free condoms and I grabbed a handful of five and a little red ribbon, to safe face, which I threw away when I was out of eyesight of the ordeal.
I saw a rather attractive girl there and realized that a lot of those hippie freaks are rather attractive and carefree and it might possibly be easy to have sex with them. Hmmm. I want to tell Shar¡ someday that after she left me, I just started fucking for fun, and want to tell her that I don't like it much when I don't care about the person, which is why I want her back so bad. Well, the Plaza, might be a cool way to pick up some chicks. We'll see.
I was sitting in the kitchen talking to Chris later on about girls and had brought up Sarah in our conversation and was telling him a lot of the promising things we told each other last night. He was kind of impressed and I can't wait to show him the pictures of her on Friday. While we were talking, she called!!!!! It took me a few seconds to figure out who it was because she was the last person I expected to call. It was awesome to get two long distance phone calls two days in a row!!!, when there wasn't really anything important to talk about! It was entirely social on her part and I loved that. I went into my room and we talked for forty-five minutes until her mom came home with groceries and she had to go help her. When she got back to the phone, she called me "Hon" and asked me if I'll call her Sunday night, and I said yes, of course.
She was packing for a leadership program in Orlando for HOSA during which she'll be running for state historian. She's local historian at her school. We were being really sweet to each other and were saying how much we like talking top each other. I told her that she made my day by calling and then we talked about each other's day. I told her about my little condom excursion and she laughed and called me a typical male. She has been sick recently and has only been to school about four days of the last three weeks and is really far behind. She said her day was really stressful and on top of that, she dropped her books in the hallway and was really embarrassed.
I was wondering today what her middle name is and I asked her tonight. She said that she isn't going to tell me because hardly anybody knows, not even her little brother. She says that the people who do know always make fun of her and I promised not to, asking when I ever make fun of her. She asked mine and I told her. She finally told me that it is Holm, and explained that it was the maiden name of one of her mother's best friends. Sarah was born on this woman's birthday as well. She is named after her grandmother on her mom's side as well. She then told me that she did mail me my pictures this morning but didn't get a chance to write anything on them!!! That's cool and I made a big deal out of it to her. It's funny how I can show my excitement so easily to her and actually tell her some of my ulterior motives in reference to her. I've never been able to tell a girl stuff like that before.
For example: we started talking about how we met on the first day. It had rained and she said that for the first time in her life, some drunk guy said, "Nice headlights!' and she actually thanked him!!! She didn't realize what he meant and had to ask Amanda and was really embarrassed when she found out the guy was talking about her nipples! I then brought up how I went and got her popcorn that day and she remembered that well and started laughing! She said that she thought I had gotten that for her friend, and I said no that I was actually trying to figure out how to try and hit on her, but I couldn't say that then because it might have gotten to Clint and come back to haunt me. She said that it was really good popcorn and I said that it was the best that I could do since I was working and didn't have many options available to me. It was a really cool conversation. I then told her how I didn't think she'd call back that first time when I gave her my phone number and so on.
At the beginning I exclaimed that I thought I was supposed to call her back, and she said that she wanted to do so first!!! That was cool, too. She also told me how she hasn't completely told this guy in the Navy that she's dumping him but she knows for sure that she doesn't want anything to do with him anymore, she doesn't write to him or call him. He can't call her because his superior officers won't let him. She just asked me what a good way would be to get rid of him for good, nicely. I told her to tell him that she's a lesbian and she joked that she is! I then told her to hurt him good because that will teach him to be a little more careful in future references. my advice ended up being really good I think.
Well, once again we had a beautiful talk over the phone and I'm convinced more than ever that the hopes for the two of us are very strong. My group of fab four from the summer seem to be jumping back into my life right now stronger than ever: Shar¡, Sarah, Carey Ann, and Laura!!! Those few days of work at Busch Gardens impacted my life so strongly that it often amazes me, even more the longer and stronger the relationships get!
Kostas called Dave a little while ago down in Tampa and told him that I'm working on girlfriend number three!!! and was bragging a lot about me. He was saying that I'm the man nowadays and am getting all of the women. He also told Dave how I viscously and ruthlessly destroyed the next door neighbor, despite the sex! He then told him that I told Leigh Anne that I never meant anything that I told her and that everything was physical, and I don't need her anymore. He was doing a lot to glamorize my situation and did a damn good job. I felt proud and was loving every second of the attention. Go me. At least now I can be happy again!!! Even without Shar¡, either Kimmeth or Sarah can make me so happy right now!!!
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