Oh boy! {big sigh}
An interesting event has developed concerning MArdi Gras... mainly my roll of film! Ha ha! But descriptions later, there are far more important things to consider now. I saw Aimee and Delisa downstairs doing laundry when I got home from chemistry lab today and they wanted to see the pictures, especially those of Leigh Anne. I sat on the bench by th elevator with the two of them for a little while before we headed upstairs. I said hi to Michelle and Leigh Anne as the others opened the door. After Leigh Anne didn't make much effort to even acknowledge me, I headed home to see who else was home. I showed Ed and Roswitha the pictures as Leigh Anne called. We talked and started bitching at each other for some reason until finally I said something and she hung up on me.
No better time to return Shar¡'s phone call from yesterday so that I can tell Leigh Anne I am talking to her because I knew Leigh Anne would call back really soon. Shar¡ answered and we talked for a few minutes. Some guy named Jeff was there who she had met just about a week ago. He is really funny and we were passing conversation through Shar¡. He soon left and I was brave and commented on how quick she was since she already has a new boyfriend. She said that she doesn't and he is only a friend!!! Yes!!! Somebody came to the door once and Cord picked up the phone and I exchanged words with him for a minute.
I really wanted to find out what was up and why she was calling me. As I said before I was getting hopeful since she called me twice in less than a week, one being Valentine's Day. I'd started getting the optimistic impression that she might be trying to get me back. I never figured her the type to give in so I didn't know. Just by what we were saying it started sounding bad, though. I mentioned after ten minutes that I've been on the phone too long because she seemed to be talking to Jeff more than me. She laughed and said that:
- You used to call me for two hours when I lived at my dad's house.
- That was different.
- It sure was! {frown on my behalf}
But then things got good. I told her about Mardi Gras and how I have mailed her letter today along with some pictures. She asked me if I've gotten hers yet and said that her grandmother must not have mailed it yet and she'll call her and see.
She asked me how my sex partner is doing and I told her that I got rid of her and said that I was only keeping her around for the trip to Mardi Gras. She thought that was funny and said that maybe she should start using people, too. She said that she wouldn't be able to because she would feel really guilty. I sounded surprised as I exclaimed that it felt like she had used me and she said that she definitely didn't and I said that I know. I then asked how could she have used me, because I didn't have anything to offer her, and that I'm not a doctor yet. She laughed and said that she'll wait until I'm a doctor and come and use me then and I pouted and softly faded out by asking if I really have to wait that long.
Anyway, Leigh Anne called me and said she wanted the stuff of hers from my room and I told her she'll have to wait until I'm off the phone. She asked sarcastically if it was Shar¡ and I said yes so she hung up. I told Shar¡ about what Leigh Anne was doing and told her how pissed she was that Shar¡ is calling again. Shar¡ called her a jealous bitch and I brought up how Leigh Anne wants to kick her ass. Shar¡ said to bring her on because she'll kick her ass. She also said that she'd bitch her out on the phone and probably make her cry. That was hilarious, but anyway. She did say something like giver her a bus ticket and she'll be up here and I said that I liked that idea.
We eventually were joking about me going down there right now and were saying even to there very end that I'll see you in two hours. That was neat.
I brought up Kim and asked if she had ever met her and she said no, that she was another mistress I kept hidden. I knew she didn't but then told her how we are good friends and how I almost went to Ft. LAuderdale for the summer. I had wanted to tell her that story for so long that I even have a letter from when we were going out that I never mailed that tells it to her. I made her realize that perhaps we would have never met. She then asked me if I was glad that there is a Shar¡ or if I wished there had never been one:
- Who am I talking to?
- Shar¡.
- Oh really, I'm sorry, I must have dialed the wrong number!
- Hey!
- Seriously, who am I talking to?
- Shar¡.
- Exactly, I could be talking to anybody up here and not be paying for it!
- {she laughs}
- ...but I'm talking to you because I want to.
- I thought you were never going to call me back.
- I didn't know how soon I should... when did you think I would?
- I thought you'd call back an hour later!!!!! Just kidding!
I then explained that I didn't know what she was thinking and didn't want to call her too suddenly because I haven't talked to her in a long time and don't really know what's up. She really seemed to understand. As did Chris who agreed that it worked out really good because it didn't make me seem too eager from the start. I had been wondering when she wanted me to call and I'm so fucking glad that I found out!!!
I then told her that she had finished lesson one after she figured out that I only wanted to talk to her.
I let her know that Leigh Anne was the same girl that I dumped back after my birthday and she remembered that. I then told her how Leigh Anne had thus started wanting a relationship again so I was getting rid of her. She laughed hard. I said fuck once after realizing how long we'd been talking and joked that I wasn't calling her a fuck and then explained that was my name for Leigh Anne. I told her that I even used it in front of her roommates and mine. Shar¡ said that she really sees the difference in how I treat people I like and those I don't. I asked her if she really saw that and she said yes because I treated her so much better than this other girl. I announced that she has learned lesson number two. The schooling shit was starting to really get funny!
We then started talking about us. I jokingly asked her if she had here come up here. She said of course and if I don't remember then she's going to personally hitchhike up here and kick MY ass!!! I laughed and told her that forgetting that would be reason enough for me to go all of the way down there and let her kick my ass and she really liked that. We then started recalling our weekend. She was cooking something and I acted impressed that she was learning. I then admitted to knowing that she can cook and laughed about how I resorted only to frozen stuff when she was up her... and French fries. She remembered the French toast which I had almost forgotten. I then brought up how we had French fries before sex and told her how Chris and I had talked about it and she laughed. I then realized out loud that that means we had sex!!! to which she said goodbye and I changed my statement telling her I couldn't forget because it was so good.
We thought I said dear once and she said that I know how she hates that nickname. I agreed and reminded her that her favorite was honey and she agreed and called me honey just like she meant it. During our remembrances I said something that caused her to confess something so sweet that it almost sounded like she was afraid to get that deep and say it and possibly embarrass herself to me. Hearing the way she said it was awesome but I can't remember for the life in me what it was. I then admitted to getting her a present at Christmas. She said that was sweet and asked why I didn't send it. I said it. I used the sarcastic excuse that I used quite often that I didn't know where she was. She then corrected saying why I didn't mail it now. I told her that it's not something I would want her to use with anybody but me, I want to be there for it. Of course I'm thinking of the magenta Victoria's Secret silk camisole. I joked that I'll wait until her birthday and she exclaimed that I can't six(?) whole months. She even said that I should send it and she promised to wait to use it with me. I can only imagine what she was thinking.
I brought up her magenta bra for some reason and we were talking about the pictures of her that she is wearing it in. I told her how Leigh Anne wanted me to get rid of them, but how I have them in my album now and she liked that. We were talking about naked ones and I argued that I don't have any naked of her. The conversation was really cute and funny. I told her to go take naked pictures of herself and mail the to me. Her tone dropped to dead seriousness as she said she will when she gets her tan!!!!! I said good luck getting them developed and she said she knows a place that will do it! That would be fucking awesome!
She ended up learning a third lesson and after I told her we laughed and then I said that she'd flying through this.
- How many more lessons are there? {curiously, not as if she were bored}
- How many more do you want there to be?
- I think we should wait for the others until you are down here.
- Why?
- Because... the rest are physical!!!
- {laugh} WHo will be doing the teaching!?!
- We'll teach each other!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everything is wonderful!!! Everything is cool!!! Everything I ever wanted to say to Shar¡ and everything I wanted her to say to me has finally been done!!!!! That was fucking amazing and extremely well worth it!!!
I told her that I think she'll like what I wrote at the end of her letter referring to Jerico's P.S. She asked what it is but I wouldn't tell her yet.
Well, well, well... she actually defied all preconceptions I had of her and came back on her own!!!
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