What a sigh of relief to finally have Leigh Anne out of my hair. I don't know where she is right now but I don't care as long as she's not with me or making a big deal about not being with me. It's so peaceful and I actually have free time to get things done that have needed attention for quite a while in my life.
I found a piece of paper from back in October where I had written a note down after a phone call to Shar¡. All it says is that she told me that she had already bought me a cake for when I came down (for my birthday). Unfortunately circumstances didn't work out but it was cool that she had made the gesture. It reminds me now of how she made me that chocolate cake and then got Buffy to go along with her in saying that everybody got a hold of it and ate it already. I really felt like shit after that only to be surprised when she pulled the entire chocolate cake out of the oven. I can't quite remember if anything was written on it... I doubt it.
I also have been finding all of the little trinkets that I have collected that remind me of her. This isn't pathetic, it's just a habit I've always had. I have a napkin from where Kimmeth and I went to the Gators restaurant, the original Busch Gardens napkin when I first got her phone number, a pair of her socks that got stained by her leather shoes once, and even a piece of fishing wire that had some significance to us at one time or another. As for Shar¡, I have a plastic bag of Cord's baby wipes, one of his tiny socks, the rest of the cord to the ying yang necklace when I cut it to fit her neck, and even half a bottle of pills for her throat infection. I still love how she was wearing my necklace and bracelet at Christmas... but where is my ring???
It's unfortunate how the burden has kept me out of contact with women at the beginning of the semester and has thus screwed those precious moments when many girls are available at the beginning of each term. The fact that I missed the first week of lab kind of killed my chances in there as well. There are two extremely worthwhile ones in there. One looks European with long blonde hair and Shar¡'s face. The other is God's gift and I want to ask her so much if she realizes how blessed she is. She has huge perfect breasts. You could not ask for anything better!!! Anything smaller, larger would make them worse. It's amazing! She also has long beautiful shiny brunette hair and I am truly in lust. I've seen her in class and she is relaxed, putting her feet up on the chair in front of her, and that impresses me. We finally talked, if only about lab, for a few minutes on Tuesday as I explained how I did something in the lab that she couldn't figure out.
I called home today and my mom says she has sent me a nine hundred dollar check to throw my balance back over a thousand to avoid charges. She wanted to know how my volunteering was on Monday and a couple of other things. I went grocery shopping with Chris tonight just to keep him company and to pick up the few things I had forgotten on Saturday.
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