May 30, 1994 - Monday - Angel, my new girlfriend

All I can say is that kissing ass really can pay off...

I just got home from a date with Abigail who had called the
other day wanting to do something but I postponed the adventure until
this evening. She had already called when I got home and soon called
again. I decided to let her drive and she understood that she would
be paying for her own ticket. I know that my buying the tickets would
have gotten me "further" tonight but I don't really care when it
comes to her. We saw Maverick which was a pretty funny movie and
ended really well. Mel Gibson is a pretty good actor in the first
place. We got out to Hyde Park early so we walked around in front of
the shops and talked. I didn't try anything this time but I did
finally get to let her know that she was the first girl that I ever
had sex with and she was a little surprised about that. I just told
her that as we parted and I'll see what after shocks that causes.

I picked up a new girlfriend today in the same fashion that I
met Shari. Chris was there and remembered the day I picked up Shari
and agreed this was similar. I worked the VIP booth yesterday in
Morocco which is now combined with the Sea World information booth.
It's better because we have someone to talk to now and there is a fan
and roof to keep us cool. Busch sells discounted readmittance tickets
for the next day and I had a way to quickly figure out the total
price for a certain number of tickets and could ask for the money
before the computer even showed the amount. There was this cute
younger girl in a bikini top and mesh shirt who was impressed and
said, "Boy your good!" and I laughed and was thinking of all kinds of
perverted things.

I had already seen a Jamaican man this morning who also
recognized me from the booth and we talked for a minute. When I saw
her come through for the second time, I had to talk to her. Kristen
had said earlier that she'd like to see me not flirt for just one
day. I explained why that is impossible because if she were to see
that it would mean she would have to be there, and I couldn't live
with myself if I didn't flirt with her! It was funny. She was on
panel and Nilsa was in there so I had to be careful flirting but I
did successfully. I walked up to her and asked her if she was here
yesterday. She looked at me and suddenly remembered that I was from
the booth. Seconds later she was back in line waving to me and Chris
noticed first. Chris commented that at least she has nice tits and
Mike joked and called them "young guns". Chris also told me to not
get thrown in jail!

She rode that time with an older guy. I held her hand for a
second as the coaster left and when she got back I asked if he was
her boyfriend. She said no and asked why, if I want to be her
boyfriend. I found out that her name is Angel. I then asked her how
old she is and she smiled and said that she is as old as I want her
to be and was squeezing her breasts between her arms and sticking
them right at my face. She was being extremely seductive and Chris
was watching in awe. She finally said sixteen and then said that she
is from up near Orlando which sucks. She said she has to leave soon
and she fortunately came back in line one last time. This time we
held hands and slowly and very sexually pulled them apart. I gave her
my phone number on a piece of paper as she left. That was pretty
awesome though.

There was also another girl who was trying to flirt with me but
I didn't pay much attention to her until she told me how blue my eyes
are.

May 10, 1994 - Tuesday - Poetic trip, Tiger needs

from "Meeting" by Marie C. Stopes

At last!

We meet!

Hands touch and cling

Hearts vibrant sing

But silently, for lips are pressed.

I feel your breast

Throb on my beating heart,

I feel your knees

Tremble like aspens in a summer breeze.

by Anon

I find my love fishing

His feet in the shallows

We have breakfast together,

And drink beer.

I offer him the magic of my thighs

He is caught in the spell.

"Love remembered" by Mary-Jo Wilson

I remember love,

how could one quite forget

a twilight walk in misty rain

to laugh and come home wet.

I remember love,

hard we fought the reaper,

you smiled acceptance when he came,

still the cheerful dreamer.

I remember love,

it sits upon my lap

purring contentedly with life,

she knows you won't be back.

I remember love,

was you who taught me how,

make lasting memories, share a dream,

how much I'm grateful now.

"Perpetuum" by Danny Rowden

I dream of you each night:

I don't know why.

You'd think your haunting

Of my every waking moment

Would be sufficient.

by John Laws

I remember most

the times

when love was short

and memories were long.

And thus I have created a poetic compilation representative of
my emotional transgression through Shar¡. Rather interesting I must
say and completely sincere.

Abigail called me again last night at about nine thirty. She was
supposed to pick some guy up at work at eleven thirty because he
doesn't have a car and wanted something to do until then. I had just
finished eating and was ready to go to sleep so that I'd be well
rested for today at work so I declined. We started bullshitting and I
was complimenting her quite a bit and that progressed to some serious
conversation. I even thanked her for calling and she seemed so much
more happy with me when we parted than when she returned my call on
Saturday evening.

I still can't help but think how smart I am when I finally put
my mind to something. My excuse for core biology was that it is a lot
of memorization. Well I just made it through one of the greatest
memorization challenges that exist, art history under Dr. Stanley,
and that has made me realize that I can and will do well this fall in
all of my science classes including those with tremendous
memorization requirements. If I can start proving my worth to other
people now, it is sure to get me far.

Off to work I go... in a far more optimistic mood than
yesterday.

Work went pretty cool, I decided to just be talkative and mess
around all day. Shannon came in about the same time that I did and
got sent to platform despite a request for boardwalk. We didn't
really have a boardwalk position yet but Ryan had asked me to cover
the area once to make sure it was in good shape and then to go and
get Jamey from the wall so we could start on lunches. I went out
there and found the oaf answering the questions of two very tall and
very good looking girls both probably around twenty-two. I figured he
was sending them to Kumba so I hurried over to him and told him to
come with me so that we could walk with these girls and so I could
get in on the action. I figured they'd much rather talk to gorgeous
me than Elvis.

It turns out that the cuter girl was afraid of riding the ride
and so I was doing my best to subtly convince her that it would be
worth her trying the thing at least once. We talked all of the way up
to the entrance before heading up the exit to the platform. I noticed
that she was coming through the line but she ended up walking across
the coaster like I had told her she could. She said that she wanted
to see her friend do it once first. I told her that I could
understand a little kid being afraid to ride, but her? She laughed
and told me to shut up and then told me that she's just an old
married woman who's afraid of such things. Shit!!! But I knew that
she figured I'd probably go away once I found out but I proved that I
was being genuinely nice but continuing to talk with her and she
quickly regained her flirtatious attitude.

She ended up going and told me that it really was great fun but
she was really dizzy as she stumbled off. They reappeared at the end
of the day as I looked into the crowd to see her waving at me with a
big smile on her face. They rode twice, the second time in the front.
I joked that I swore she was once afraid to ride on the ride and we
laughed and she said that she really likes it now. That was their
last ride and they then took off.

I had the uneventful pleasure of working with Shannon on the
platform in the morning. We talked periodically, and I did nice
things like get her water and take the guests' articles to the box
for her, but neither of our attitudes were very exciting. I was
standing with her one time when I saw this gorgeous tan girl who was
tall and had what seemed like a perfect body. She was in tan shorts
and a hot pink tight nylon sport midriff top that showed off a
beautiful stomach. I said that she is cute and started the entire
time. Shannon laughed and said that I was drooling and then told
Melissa across at button what I was doing. I reasoned that I have
full rights to look at someone that good looking when they are so few
and far between. We chatted a little bit more before I got sent on
lunch.

I traveled to Crown Colony and got a couple of cheese pizzas and
headed back to the breakroom because Shannon was supposed to get her
lunch soon, too. She was there so I sat with her and we ate and
talked. I showed her my report card like I had wanted to the day
before and bragged. She's the only one I cared to show. I was on
platform later and was talking with Ronnie who wanted to know who the
women of choice are for me lately. I told him I like Kristen and
Briana because they are UF girls, but he said they both have
boyfriends. Shit... I'll have to work on Kristen a little bit
differently now. Fuck. I then said that if Shannon's circumstance was
only a little bit different referring to her boyfriend and he agreed,
talking about her kid. He also said she is too old which I strongly
protested. He said that she would wear me out because she likes sex
at least once a day. That was funny, so I told him about Leigh Anne
and he pieced that together with what I had already told him about
Shar¡, with her getting pregnant and all.

It was cool to get to talk to Ronnie for a change. Even better,
Paul has gone off to Timbuktu for good!!!!! That fucker sucked. I
joked around with Mike a lot today as well as we looked for potential
in almost every girl that walked by. He looks but quite scarcely
talks to them despite his decent looks. Of course I had to secretly
gloat as he saw me talking to various girls. The one in pink came
back with her friend and I saw them laugh and go out of their way
once to read my nametag. I then heard her friend tell her what my
name was. The friend then talked at me the next time they came around
which was pretty cool.

I got to work across from Melissa after my turn in the panel and
we ended up having a pretty cool time. We were joking around a lot
just like we used to and were touching each other to emphasize things
and were laughing a lot. I was glad. I had sent Shannon on her break
first because she was thirsty without her really asking me. I then
went and came back to be alongside her. We were playing around a lot
then and kept talking the entire time. That was really cool. She told
me how fat boy had slammed her hand with a harness and how she almost
(or did?) start screaming at him. When he got off, he came up into
booth with Mike and I and was getting all worried about how next
Saturday's night function would be staffed and we started making fun
of him and then were saying stuff like we should shut down the ride
because he was leaving and all. I joked so that he would laugh as
well, but we both instantly looked at each other when he left and
said that he is psychotic.

Shannon was telling me how much she wants a stuffed tiger and
how she and her boyfriend spent fifty dollars trying to win one. I
saw an airbrushed tag on the front of her car with her name and
Richard's. I thus dub Shannon's man Dick. So Dick didn't win her a
tiger. Somebody kept coming through and she kept eyeing their medium
tiger a lot. I would have asked them how much they'd sell it for if
they would have only come through one last time. She then told me
that someone had given her a stuffed animal once in the park and her
Dick bitched so she through it out the car window. I asked her if I
went and beat up those little kids and stole her a tiger, if she
would throw it away, too. She said no.

I've also remembered my gleam that I can make my eyes do and the
wonders it works with a little smile. I was flirting a lot and even
got an unexpected number of girls in opposing gondolas on the Skyride
to wave and say hi as I passed. It was cute. I'm getting into the
swing of things far earlier than I did last year.
Ashley just called and told me the horrible news of the
requirement that liberal arts and science majors must have a B or
better in the biology sequence classes. I only had a C+. Shit!!!
Ryan and Shannon were in the booth at closing and I went up
there to get my glasses and hang out in the air conditioning for a
few minutes. At closing Ryan said, "Go home assholes!" referring to
us. I told him about the British guy with an earring in both ears who
was waiting for us to find his hat. Shannon looked down and then at
me and told me to tell the guy to take his earring off and then we'll
get the faggot his hat!!! That was quite funny.

March 17, 1994 - Thursday - Spring break statistic!

Chris got a new very nice watch from Marty

Ed - What functions does it have...
Jon- Is it shock resistant, waterproof...
Roswitha - What special occasion was it...
Phil - Looks expensive...
Me - Must be nice.....

Chris told me how he had been doing a psychological experiment to see what everybody's individual responses would be and they all turned out to be so true to our personalities. As he told them to me, I wondered what I had said and figured mine wouldn't work but as soon as he reminded me what I had said, it was hilariously accurate and rather sad.

I've been laying out for two hours a day everyday and get complements everyday on how dark I am getting. I'm starting to look really good and I am really looking forward to the summer. Leigh Anne told me a little while ago that she really likes it when I wear blue shirts because they make my eyes really stand out. She then said that the blue green shirt that I wore today for St. Patrick's day made them more beautiful than she had ever seen before. That was cool. I've been having a renewed self confidence since spring break towards meeting new people. I have that look that I give the girls as I walk by and it amazes me how many will look back and smile or even say hi! It's funny when I am walking with Leigh Anne and a girl I have never seen before says hi to me. I love it.

Holly and HeidI were both laying out in the field today and I was in heaven. I had yet to see either one of them in a bikini and fell in love with both. Heidi has the most perfect body I have ever seen in my life!!! She has to be the closest to a perfect ten because her body is so amazing. She is broad which is really nice but she has very big breasts and a perfect, smaller butt. I had seen her clothed and was in love then, too, for she is very beautiful. Leigh Anne tells me she is the sweetest girl in the world. Wow!!! A personality, too!!! I WANT!!!!!

Leigh Anne and I went to fruit class today and learned all about strawberries which was really interesting. THey made us delicious strawberry tarts that we really enjoyed. We then walked to The Loop because they were having a holiday special where their three dollar individual pizzas were only a dollar. That was a cool chance to try their food and the only reason I knew was because of a small add in today's newspaper. It actually pays to read that thing thoroughly every once in a while.

I spent most of the night with her because she has failed her math class and her parents gave her hell. She then started confronting Aimee in front of me as to why they were avoiding her and was putting the blame on them. Aimee isn't that great at confrontations and Leigh Anne was feeding her so much bullshit that I finally just cut in and took over for her and criticized everything she has been doing wrong. It took care of the situation for now and she soon cheered up and we talked and actually had a real conversation for the first time all about the holocaust and how conditions are perfect for another in the future in the United States against blacks. No sex this time but I did make her orgasm for the second time in her life last night. Now that I know it just wasn't a one time stroke of luck and I have a pattern, I can exploit my talents elsewhere. Like I wouldn't have anyway!

Stacy also called tonight to ask me when my spring break is. He was upset when I said it was last week because now he's planning on a boring spring break because nobody will be in Tampa.

Now for my awesome spring break statistic. Shar¡ Monday night and somewhat on Thursday night, Abby Wednesday night, and Leigh Anne Sunday night. I seduced Leigh Anne when she got back up here because I wanted to be able to say that I made out with and felt the breasts of every girl I have ever had sex with in less than a week!!! That's an awesomely shallow statistic that can't be matched by many. I am so proud of myself and Chris agreed that it is a real ego boost.

March 14, 1994 - Monday - Reba with Ashley!!!!!!!!

This month is turning out to be rather eventful in the female category. It seems like I am able to build up a girl's lust for me and then place it in a limbo of sorts for later use. The only down side was the fact that I didn't get as far with Shar¡ as I thought I had wanted to. I did get some physical stuff from her which I am thankful for.

Then came Sarah whom I talked to a couple of times over the break. The first night we talked for over an hour and a half. We talked again for quite a while on Thursday night as well. She was talking about how she wants to come up a lo next year to visit and all and was asking where I'd be living. We also were saying how we are both looking forward to each other getting out of school for the summer which was cool. She'd trying for a job at the Kumba and we said how cool it would be if we ended up working together over the summer.

I was urging Christina to try and get a job in that area, too. There would be my direct access to Shar¡ for the summer. Christina and I also talked a lot about two of her friends, Tracy and Maria. She said both have little boys and are rather attractive. She was telling me what I would and wouldn't like about them and she seemed eager to introduce them to me over the summer. That'd be awesome! She joked once that she wouldn't introduce me to any more of her friends after what she did to me emotionally by introducing me to Shar¡. That was funny but I strongly encouraged her otherwise. She said Maria is really skinny and that's kind of a fantasy of mine. We'll see.....

I called Abby over the break and she returned my call later that night. I instantly recognized her voice and said her name. She seemed impressed. We ended up talking that night for four hours about everything possible from sex to religion. I confessed that I really should have gone out with her and was bringing up all of the good things that happened in high school to us and told her how I "really" felt back then. She asked me once if I have ever been in love and I stupidly told her the truth about Shar¡. She then said that she has twice, once she wasn't going to talk about because it was weird, and also with Trinity. She sounded solemn and I suddenly wondered if that other person had been me and I just told her about loving someone else. Whoops!

We soon overcame that and made a date for the next night. She kept mentioning how she was going to make pancakes for breakfast the next morning and I almost ended up going over but I was going to the beach so I didn't pursue it. When I got home we were looking for a movie to see and I said I was going to treat and she seemed really surprised and said that it is so rare to find a guy like that. I was tired and hot from sunburn and there were no good movies so I started thinking maybe we shouldn't go out. She was determined and we finally decided to go run around in the airport. That ended up being pretty fun. We then drove by the causeway and you could feel the tension between us. She asked me what I was thinking once, so I kissed her and we started our red light kissing game once again. We then went out to Publix and bought ice cream and ate it. We then started making out in the car and I only went as far as feeling her breasts. However, I think the point was made even after we hadn't talked in one and a half years, and maybe more will happen this summer.

I stopped by to visit father on the way home from the beach that day. He told me that Vicki was supposed to come in at five so we went to Burger King for lunch at four. Vicki is this girl who he has shown pictures of me to and he has always wanted me to meet her because she has big tits. She gave him a picture and she looks rather good. She ended up not coming in, though, so I'll have to wait to meet this one. He did give me the picture of her, though, and I have bragged that my dad is trying to set me up with this one and everybody thinks that is cool!

I was horny and also had a very evil ulterior motive upon my return to Gainesville. First, however came even more good clean fun. Ed and Roswitha showed up Saturday and we chatted. Roswitha looked rather nice with the bit of tan she did get. She had gotten four movie passes from her brother I think and they asked if I would like to go to a movie that night. I said sure and Roswitha called and found out what was playing. We opted for The Chase which ended up being an awesome movie and we all loved it. It was probably one of the best I have seen in a long time. Toys was cool for the props, Scent of a Woman was great, and the best of all time was The Crying Game!!! Roswitha really wants to see it but Ed won't let her and I joked that we'll rent it sometime if he won't. We all had a good time at the movies though which was cool. I felt extra special because they could have both gone twice but they broke up the second pair just for me.

I then had a dream last night that was really believable. Ed was in the kitchen cooking and I was in my bed reading the paper. Roswitha then came in and climbed in bed with me just to relax and we kept brushing against each other and finally started holding each other and kissing. It felt so real! I didn't wake up wither and the dream continued in other parts of the school where Roswitha would try and be with me whenever Ed wasn't looking. It was cool. Then tonight, they were getting ready to go study when all of the sudden Roswitha joked that she was going to stay with me and watched TV. She then got ready to walk out the door with her bookbag. I was eating. (Time to be careful... they just walked in the door!!!) I looked up at her remembering the dream and prayed that she would stay just for an awesome coincidence's sake. She suddenly turned back and did stay!!! It was awesome and I couldn't help but laugh about the whole thing!

I told Chris because he has had a similar dream about her before. What I have never told Chris is that I have had a similar dream about him and Marty. It was at the house in tampa and Chris was cooking in the kitchen. Marty and I were in the back bedroom and she was very mean tempered and was almost yelling at me to kiss her. I was just thinking about how controversial it would be if they were to read this anytime soon. That'd suck.

"You still have my heart in the palm of your hand, I still look like a fool in front of your friends. I wish somehow I didn't know now what I didn't know then." - just some country song playing right now.....

I had called Ashley Thursday night in Tampa but her mom said her cruise didn't return until Friday morning and my dad and I would be gone by then. She called me last night and asked what was up. I was in the middle of dinner and also on the phone with Leigh Anne at the time so I told her I'd call her back. Ed and Roswitha had showed up and the phone rang. I answered it but joked that it wouldn't be for me because I've just talked to the only two people who would be calling me. The phone rang again a few minutes later and Ed answered and it was indeed for me! It was Ashley again. She said she was going to run over to Fruit and Yogurt for a salad and asked if I'd come with her. She said that she was just going to drive over and come back but didn't want to go alone. I had just finished eating and said I'd go.

I told her, however, that I'd much rather walk. My only goal was to spend as much time as possible with her sop we could talk. SHe asked me if I realized that the place is all of the way over by the fitness center and I said yes, and said that the exercise would do us good. She quickly agreed and told me that if we walk she wants to eat over there and I'll have to watch her eat her salad and I didn't lie as I said that was perfectly fine.

I got ready and met her down in her room as planned. Laura was cooking her dinner and we said hello. She herself looked very good. Ashley looked awesome with her tan. She showed if off very well with flimsy white cotton shorts and a matching V-neck shirt!!! My favorite, especially when she would pull it out on various occasions during the evening which would give me a nice view because of my height. We chatted with Laura for a few minutes and then headed out. Just outside the dorm, she slid on something and came close to busting and we laughed that maybe walking wasn't such a good idea after all. I then took her by her shoulders to guide her.

We made it out to the restaurant across University Avenue and the little place was rather packed. There was a nice little table outside on the sidewalk that had just opened up and I went and got it for us. I even stood back to open the door for her as she arrived with her food. I made her wait for me to get the door back at Beaty and she says that she's just not use to a guy being nice enough to do hat anymore.

We had a very good talk all of the way over and all through dinner. She told me all about her cruise to Mexico and how she lost LAura and almost got stuck there. It was a funny story now that she looks back on it but she was scared shitless at the time. We were close to the O'Connell Center where Reba McEntire was having a concert with John Michael Montgomery and John Barry. They are all awesome! I had just heard about it on the radio earlier that day for the first time and thought that it would be cool to go. Ashley was saying how much she and Laura had wanted to go and we joked that we should go listen outside.

After Ashley had finished her dinner, she went inside for some yogurt and asked if I wanted any. I declined and she returned with fat free mint chocolate chip with fat free fudge brownie yogurt. She asked if I wanted to try it and I said no. She told me that she'd eat it on the walk home so I wouldn't have to wait any longer and I told her to sit down because it was a beautiful evening and neither one of us were in a rush. She agreed and hopped down.

This black fellow walked up and suddenly told us that he has two Reba tickets for five dollars a piece and we should really go because it would be great. We figured it was probably too late and said no. It quickly hit us what had just happened and we realized what an opportunity that we had just passed up. She didn't have enough money but I was more than happy to treat and say it was a birthday present. I called for him to come back and I don't know if he heard me but he was there again a few minutes later. I bought the tickets after he said they were pretty good seats and he then hopped right in a car and sped away. I thought that was odd, but for ten dollars for two Reba tickets, it was worth the risk.

She jumped up with her yogurt and we hurried over to the stadium. We were both extremely amazed at the chances of something like that happening to two people who wanted to go as much as we did. It was a chance in a million and we just couldn't get over how lucky we had been. She told me that if I hadn't said to wait while she ate her yogurt, then this wouldn't have ever happened. I later kept thinking to myself as I looked around at the full stadium that all those fools paid in excess of twenty five dollars a ticket and we got ours for five!!!!!

Our seats were indeed good, right in front of the speaker with an almost full view of the stage. We got to hear the last two songs of John Michael Montgomery, one by John Barry, and we saw Reba's entire set!!! For five dollars!!!!! We could never have planned it better if we had tried forever! It was the purest form of spontaneity which had given me a natural high. What an awesome way to impress Ashley!!! And I knew how much she's brag later, especially to Laura and that we be awesome, too.

We had an awesome time and that was definitely the best concert of my life. I recognized and liked all but one song and she even sung my favorite of hers, The Greatest Love I Knew. It was perfect. A lot of her songs are love songs about the other person doing you wrong and I pertained it to Shar¡ and she to Daniel and we talked about that the entire time. We would pretend to be upset and would put our arms around each other and I asked why do we keep doing this to ourselves. It was the funniest thing. We were laughing about the whole thing and I said at least we can joke about it all and she agreed immensely. It was just so fucking awesome!!!

I called her tonight to see if she wanted to study but she was still at chapter so I actually talked to Laura. Laura is pledging but got to come home early. Our conversation turned to Shar¡ and I told her that we weren't back together and Laura said that she thought we were. We eventually were talking about the party again and she mentioned again how I broke her heart. We mentioned a few other things about the possibilities of us going out and if she keeps it up I might actually begin to believe her! She was complimenting me a lot and she said that she missed how we used to work and sweat and bullshit together back at Busch. She also was swearing that she remembers now how there used to be two tall people in chemistry and she used to think we'd make a good couple. I laughed and said I couldn't date Emily because she was Catholic!!! So is Laura but I quickly changed that. I even had the opportunity to remember Laura's birthdate off the top of my head and she was impressed.

She said that she and Eric used to talk about me at Busch which is why he knows who I am, but she was being basically sarcastic. She was telling me how she never called either him or Ronnie back and they finally got the idea and quit bugging her. I complained like I had a stark realization that she never called me either, so she must hate me, too. Actually we had been arguing all along that it is the other person who never calls. It was funny. She told me if she didn't like me that I would definitely know it, because she does like me!!! That was interesting.

Ashley returned my call later and we chatted for a few minutes. She told me how she had gone to this awesome concert last night with this really nice guy she knows and had a really great time. I was amazed and told her I had gone, too, and that we should have gone together. It was the funniest thing, but we soon said goodbye because I was cooking. I owe that black fellow one.

Coming soon: the statistical marvel that not many a stud can even manage!!!!!

March 12, 1994 - Saturday - Here's the deal Shari...

Dear Shar¡,

OK friend, I'm going to let you in on a pattern in my life. I have always gotten a rush out of splitting up couples. It's a huge turn on and takes up a lot of my social time up here in Gainesville. I love to become friends with a girl who is in a relationship and then mentally, or sometimes physically, convince them that their man is worthless. I've done this so many times in the past few years it's not really funny.

I'll go in and just start talking to a girl making them believe I only want to be friends. I have always had good advice and am a good listener so the girls will tell me all of their problems without much convincing. I then start pointing out all of the bad aspects of the relationship while hiding the fact of what I am really trying to do. I never toot my own horn and try to make myself look better than the guy. I let the girl realize how right I am on her own and a lot of the times the girl will fall for me on her own. It's a lot of fun and I have become quite good at it.

I have quite a few impressive victories under my belt. There was a girl named Melissa my first year up here who was about four years older than me. She had been dating this guy very seriously for over three years and had just started having trouble when I met her. The girl was gorgeous and was getting ready to go to Yale on full scholarship! I felt like she was way out of my league but I was very eager to take the challenge. It took me a month but the rewards were cool and quite a few people were surprised that I accomplished that one.

There was this guy named Clint at Busch Gardens over the summer and we were pretty good friends. Christina knows him. Clit's gorgeous little girlfriend Sarah dropped by to see him at work one day and the fool introduced her to me. I immediately picked up on her and started ragging on him right in front of him. I did it in a way that he didn't really catch on and was laughing along with us. Nobody ever said he was smart. I then went on break and walked her out and gave her my phone number. The very next night I received my call and started convincing her to axe Clit it happened very easily. It was almost so easy that the fun was taken away along with the excitement. It also helped that I had just met you. Anyway Sarah wants to be a dentist and wanted to see Gainesville so she is the one I told you came up the weekend after you were here. Her two friends told me that all she kept saying on the drive up was how she was going to rape me when she got here. Unfortunately for her I was in love with you and for some reason didn't want a thing to do with her. She left very pissed and I didn't talk to her again until long after you an I broke up.

Leigh Anne... I finally told the neighbor why I had gone out with her a couple of days before Spring break. It was only because I had just been hurt by you and needed a close and convenient way to keep my mind off you so I wouldn't get depressed because exams were coming up. She was pissed. She was stupid though because she knew how much I cared about you because I used to talk to her about you almost every day when you and I were going out. And then she suddenly thought that I liked her only a week after you dumped me??? There's a nut for you! Back to subject. Not only was Leigh Anne close and convenient, but she had a boyfriend who lived with her in the dorm!!! there argued a lot and she used to slam the door and sit in the hallway. On one occasion I took her in a gave her a massage and almost fucked her the first night. You know what a good massage can do to someone, and hers was only about half of what you used to let me give you. Well, four days later, her boyfriend was gone and I was in......... IN HELL!!! But that's another story and you know it I think.

You have been the only girl that I have dated since eighth grade who didn't have a boyfriend when I fell for them. Or at least I don't think you did, you never seem to tell me these things (JEFF!!!!!).For some reason I think your looks made me think you were too good for me at the start and that set up the challenge. Once I got to know you I fell for you. I still can't tell you why I fell as much as I did and that's something I really wonder about a lot. It feels like I'll never find someone else that I will feel that strongly about which is why I still haven't entirely let go five months later. I think I'll always save a little place in my heart for you that would swallow you up if you ever give it the chance and will never allow me to hate you no matter what you do or say to me. That's also why I asked if you had gotten YOUR ring back. Even if I eventually get it back, I will always associate it with you and will never let another w

Back to topic. There was this girl named Abby in high school who "fell in love" with me after being friends with me for six months. She just told me this Wednesday night over Spring break but I had figured it out in high school. The girl used to skip her classes at the end of my senior year and come to mine and give me back massages!!! It was the funniest thing. I never was interested in her but I kept her around because she was useful. She finally figured this out and started dating some guy. When I came back from Gainesville that following Thanksgiving I figured their relationship had grown strong enough so I started picking it apart. I was screwing her in the ocean at Sand Key and at a park later that same night. We had sex one other time at Christmas but we called it off because I was too far away and her boyfriend was starting to get suspicious.

The bad part is, almost every one of my relationships have ended because one of the two people move away and we then couldn't handle the long distance. Most of the time it was me who was doing the leaving and it seems like every time I have to leave again, there is someone new I'll have to hurt in the process. I left my best friend Kim the first year and we would have ended up together had I not left. We have been friends now for a very long time and have decided that it is better left at just friends as not to take the chance of ruining our friendship.

I never felt more guilty in my life than the night I left you on your doorstep as I left for college. I was leaving one of the best things that had ever happened in my life and knew deep in my heart that leaving would cause the end of us. I just never had any one person that could make me so happy by just being with them. You wouldn't believe the relief I felt when you wrote that first letter telling me how you felt and I will never regret what happened as a result of that. But I still left, and that once again ruined something perfect in my life. Bummer.

AND NOW FOR THE POINT!!!!! I bet you didn't think there was one! You asked me on the phone if it upsets me when you talk about Jeff, and you have made some other references to that before. My life revolves around listening to girls talk about their lovers as you have seen so far. I want to know what is going on and I want to hear it from you, not from Christina. That way I can rise to the challenge and know who I am up against!!! (smile) That's also a part of being friends. I don't want to hear the edited version of your life just because you think I might get upset about something. That's bullshit! I am truly interested in everything that goes on in your life and more importantly I want to hear it from you, even if it's about the guy you're dating or whatever.

As for wanting you. Christina said that you told her that I don't understand that you just want us to be friends. That's fine with me, but until I hear it from YOUR mouth I will assume nothing. I view you as a prospect. A special prospect because we are already friends, but that's not my point. I will try to hit on you as much as any other girl I like, despite what has happened to us in the past. The present is the only thing that matters and I view you as a woman who is truly worth the time and effort. You also have a lover.... how exciting!!!!! J/K!!! I've started over concerning you and want to see where life will take me in that respect. If I am wrong in thinking this way, tell me so, if not, then tell me so...

We talked about this on the phone, but..... I just hope you aren't too mad at me for my bargaining over money with you for your Daytona trip. I just wanted to see how you would react when you would have to give up something important (Jeff's ring or sex to me). You held your ground and I was very impressed and gained a higher respect for you that I had never felt before. Perhaps you really do have a moral or two buried in that gorgeous little head of yours. J/K!!! Either that or you just find me so repulsive that sex is entirely out of the picture.

Had you said yes, I would have gone as far as gotten you undressed and turned on. I then planned on dropping the money on your chest or back and then I would have walked out... very disappointed. Also, there used to be a time when you knew me well enough to know I feel about sex. It's important but never important enough to ruin a friendship (or whatever we have) over. That's why I've done so so sparingly in my life. Sadly I blew all of my morals when I kept having sex with Leigh Anne. My only reason at the time was to be able to better please you if we ever got back together. I realize how much like bullshit that may sound, but it's really not... One final thing, I just wanted to thank you for what you did and didn't choose to do with me while I was down here. However, the shower wasn't as HOT as they used to be..... (frown).

Write me soon, if this doesn't warrant a response, I give up on figuring out what does! Take care sweetheart... and smoke a big one for me!

December 29, 1992 - Tuesday - Take two, not as good.

I received a phone call from Abigail today at about twelve. I had just waken up an hour earlier. She was at her little photography job over on Memorial Avenue. She wanted to know what's up. If she hadn't called, I probably would have never talked to her over this break. I just wasn't really up to talking to her right now. She asked me why I never wrote her back. I had already conceived a nice little lie to cover that one, I told her that I wrote her and asked one of my roommates to mail it, and he must of lost it. It worked. She was getting off from work at one and asked me if I wanted to visit her. I eventually said yes and we decided on meeting at her house at two. She drives her parents' car to work and picks them up, so there was no fear that they'd mysteriously pop up at a bad time.

We talked for a while and played with her new little dog for a little while. we eventually got to the point where she wanted a back massage in return for the one she gave me back in high school. I asked her if she had any baby oil, and we ended up finding some hand lotion. She went and took off her shirt and bra and came back in, covering up with her shirt, and laid down on the couch. I gave her a half hour massage, and she said that i'm actually pretty good at it. We then got to the point where she got up and was walking around showing off her breasts. She was trying to play mind games with me by asking me all kinds of questions about my feelings. She wasn't being fair with some of the stuff she was saying and later admitted that she was playing mind games.

We only had a half hour left when we first kissed. I soon started feeling her breasts, and then complained about her still being clothed. She kept asking me if I was encouraged enough yet. It was sort of a joke between us. We eventually were standing up kissing in the center of the room. We only had fifteen minutes left. I took off my shirt and went for her belt and jeans. She started on my shorts. We very quickly were into each other's underwear. She started laying with my dick and i pulled her close and kissed her deeply. I then asked if we could find a place to lie down. We were both still in our socks. We went into her bedroom and cleaned off her bed. I ran and got my condom and we went at it. I think she came but I never did. We rushed pretty quick and it really sucked. My wife is really going to love me, I'm easily persuaded, and can go a long time having sex...

I guess we parted on pretty decent terms. She told me to make sure and call her the next time I'm down. Since I might not have my car, I joked that I'd see her in May! She said to call then, or at least write. I guess I will. Right now I'm really thinking that I don't ever want to see her again. Maybe I'll change my mind later, but I doubt it. It was good the first time, but that almost eighteen years of suppression. I want better now. Seriously.

For the record, I was screwing at 4:30, five minutes before, and five minutes after.

I went to Kash n Karry afterwards and picked up some stuff that mother gave me money for before I left. One was ice cream for the chocolate cake I made before I left for Abby's earlier today. I then went to Eckerds and picked up the reprints of the picture of Cathy and I in the water at Sand Key. I had mailed the other two to Tracey and to my new german pen pal, Natalie.

When I got home, I called Kim. She was sleeping so we only talked for a second. I asked her if she'd call me back later. I then went to sleep until about 7:45. I then called Melissa Aubin's parents' house in Pace. Her mom told me that she is at her grandparents' house. I then called there. Her grandmother answered. I asked if Melissa is there, and she said no, that she just left about ten minutes ago. She didn't know when she was coming back, and then asked who's calling. I said that this is Dan down in Tampa. She suddenly said, 'Oh my!' I asked her if she'd tell her that I called and she said yes. She had a very pretty grandmothery voice and seemed very nice. It was weird the way she said, 'Oh my!' It almost sounded like Melissa was talking about me to her, like she had been expecting my call for a while and then was upset that I hadn't. It was interesting.

November 6, 1992 - Friday - Breakfast, Abby's letter

Life is wonderful!!! I wrote that on our message board by the telephone a few days ago. Jon erased the 'wonder' claiming that life is just full. I disagree. Strongly. And guess who has made my life into such heavenly bliss. Melissa Aubin...

She's wonderful, and she's gorgeous. I'm starting to get taste! Well, I've always had taste, I've just never known how to get what I've wanted. I would love to be back in high school with my attitude now. It would be a fucking blast! Well, there's never a better time to make your life into a fucking blast than today. And that's exactly what I'm trying to do!!! I'm in the happy-go-lucky mood where I just want to go out and get drunk tonight. Chris has a four-keg party that we're going to hit tonight. Well anyway, back to Ms. Wonderful. I asked her on a breakfast date for this morning on Tuesday. Her one class for today was cancelled which meant she had to get up and ready just for me. She looked good, too. I walked to the ATM this morning and withdrew ten bucks from my account so that I could pay for our breakfasts. I've learned a lot recently on setting priorities about what I spend my money on, and she definitely is worth it.

In class the other day, we were doing group work, and once again, we were partners. One of the questions that she had to ask me was, 'Will you give me money?' I answered positively, like assigned, but then laughed and told her no, I wouldn't. She laughed and said that, 'Now there's the Dan I know!' I was flustered because we've never been in a position that she could assume that from. Except for the morning when we practiced our dialogues at breakfast. I just saw that as a business meeting and besides, I didn't have the money to pay for her bagel. I later hoped that she wouldn't think that I asked her to breakfast just so that I could prove her wrong, which is definitely wrong. I guess I'm somewhat paranoid about such things. Anyway, we both ordered a fried egg with bacon and cheese on an biscuit, and drinks. I noticed that she had her money on her tray. Just as I had planned earlier, I walked quickly to make sure that I was ahead of her in line. I motioned to the cashier to ring up both of our meals, very suave.

I don't quite know how to put the next part. She seemed taken a bit off guard and then asked if I was paying for hers, with a somewhat hopeful yet appreciative tone. I told her that it was me who asked her to breakfast, thus I was paying. The older black lady cashier suddenly broke in and told Melissa not to complain, which she wasn't, that I was paying for her breakfast, and then she was telling me how sweet I was. It was funny and worked very well

We spent over an hour and fifteen minutes eating breakfast and just talking about everything. We had a really good talk about Skeeter's and why it's a place of evil yet still you will always end up back there again. It was funny. I walked home with her afterwards, and we passed by Jon on the way. He says she's short, but compared to me anybody's short. I had a really good time and have something to brag about now. If it weren't for that damn boyfriend of hers...

I received a letter in the mail from Abby yesterday that was quite interesting:



Abigail Noren
October 19, 1992

Dan, (you arrogant bastard!)
Today is Monday. the day after I suppose one could call it. In some ways I feel guilty about having sex with you. Not because I feel obligated to David or I think I should feel obligated to you. I think it's because I did it without asking you first how you would feel about it. I very much enjoyed sex with you because you are attractive to me, and you have a great personality. (Don't get an ego now!) I would again should the chance be available. But for the foreseeable future I'm going to stay with David. I can't have a relationship with someone all of the way in Gainesville. That's not in my self interest.
I don't think I would call myself promiscuous. Slightly Hedonistic maybe, but not really bad. I just feel that sex is like any other activity. Indulge if you enjoy it, but don't get addicted. I avoid that. I was addicted to food for a long time. Food can be every bit as bad for you as drugs are. I don't want you to think I'm getting tired of david or anything. I just think I can't limit myself to one person. I suppose if you lived here in Tampa and went to USF, I might leave david, but I don't really know for sure. I just don't know what I'd do. Probably go nuts. I do like you. Maybe I'm just confused and messed up in the head or neurotic. Whichever, I will miss you a lot while I'm here and you're there.
So that's it. This is my confession, dated this 19th day of october, 1992.

PS - You do realize why I insisted on the condom? Always remember that, no matter who you're with, you can get in to some seriously deep shit that even you can't BS your way out of. Don't mess around with sex. Be responsible. End of moralizing.
Truly, Abby
Nov. 4, 1992



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A new month, a new president. So, what's going on in your life now? Sorry again that i missed you on your last visit. Call before you come back and we'll plan an afternoon, perhaps a movie?
David has been insanely jealous lately. Don't know why. I asked him a week ago if he wanted to go easy for a while and date other people. He got upset and said I was saying that because i went to the beach with you. Untrue. I was just curious what he would say. I don't want to date anyone else. (nothing against you.)
I'm sitting here listening to a guitar/rock version of War of the Worlds on the radio. I taped it years ago & then lost it. Kind of interesting. Bizarre at least. the Moody Blues did most of the music. Hmm.
Anyway, here are some pics of me. They're from Robinson's prom. I went with this guy Shawn Toso. He lived on base at Nacdill. I look kind of chunky in these pictures. I always photograph fat looking. If I get more recent pics, I'll send some.
Please do write me back. Besides you owe me a list of priors. You promised, remember.

Abby

October 18, 1992 - Monday - October 18, 1992 - Monday

October 18, 1992 - Monday
To think, I come all the way to the University of Florida to go to school, and I have to go back home to Tampa to get laid. So, I've had sex, and it was pretty good. The other funny part is that she turned out being Abby.

Thursday night I went and met Cheryl out in front of the room where we were taking the computer mid-term and we talked for a little while. The test was a pain in the ass because Girish makes so many mistakes and sometimes has trouble getting his point across in English. It's not that hard for me to figure out what he wants, but I feel sorry for a lot of those people. This Indian woman teachers one of the other sections of the class and I kept flirting with her as often as I could. It was funny. I, of course, was the first person finished and I hurried back to my dorm so I could head for home. I'm really glad Jon leant me his glasses because it would have been a real bitch driving in the dark for me.

During, parts of my trip, there was nobody near me and I took my car up to at least one hundred miles per hour for a little ways. It's an awesome feeling going so fast. I had complete control over my car. It was great. I was in my dorm at 7:30 and was in my house by 9:30. That's fast. I sat around and caught up with my family before going to bed.

Chrissy and Cathy had school off on Friday, which I had no idea, so we all got up early and went to Sand Key. There were hardly any people there which made it that much better. I set up the cabana. Cathy and I started digging a hole and making a mountain out of the sand. She hasn't been to the beach very often and I wanted her to have some of those childhood 'at the beach' memories that I like so much. We ended up digging a huge three foot deep hole that filled up with water. She thought it was really neat and was jumping down into it. Then we went swimming. Chrissy and mother were on their periods. Ha ha. Cathleen really took to the water, she wasn't afraid at all. It was a bit cool being the middle of October, but it was very bearable. My family hasn't seen me with my shirt off in a long time because they have never been to the beach with me at all this year. I was already surprisingly dark. Running around like we did all day, I got a more even tan all over. Right now, my tan is beautiful.

After we got home I called Abby for old times' sake. We hadn't talked since about the middle of the summer, so she never got to give me her address so that I could write her. I could have called, especially right before I left but I was busy, and for a long time over the summer, she was up with her relatives in Massachusetts. She told me to come over and visit for a little while and I did. Her mom came home about forty-five minutes after I got there. We just sat around and caught up and did a little revealing. I asked her if she is still seeing Dave. She said yes, and it's been five months. They've even been having sex now for about a month.

We then started talking about why we never went out in high school and I was being really open. She said that she really likes how I talk a lot more now. I told her that for a while, I didn't really pick up on her hints, and then that I didn't ask her out because we became pretty good friends and I was afraid of turning her away by being forward. That was before I realized how wonderful and gorgeous I am. I asked her why she went out with David in the first place. She said that she sort of stopped chasing me at the very end because I was going away to Gainesville. We joked around about having sex until her mom came and it was about time for me to go. She came outside with me and I asked her what she was doing on Saturday. She said that she would be finished with her class at HCC by two, but she has to take pictures at Berkely Prep's homecoming later at night. She told me to call her and come over after two. We hugged, she called me a coward for never acting on my promises, and I went home.

I also tried calling Jon's girlfriend, Karen, over the weekend, but I think she is on a road trip with the USF girl's volleyball team. I was just going to say hi and possibly surprise her that I was down in Tampa.

After I got home from Abby's house at about nine, I called Kimmeth. She has a boyfriend now that goes to USf and is a year older than she is. I congratulated her for finding a guy that is her age this time. We talked for quite a while before finally deciding what we were going to do over the weekend. We ended up saying that we'd call each other at ten on Saturday morning and go out for breakfast at Denny's.

I was up early and this time had a shower and was already dressed when I called her. Usually I'm not ready and it takes me a really long time to get to her house. I called her at 10:10, and she answered the phone and told me that her ducks were running down the street and she'd call me back. And she did. It turned out that a big dog had gotten into her backyard and had chased her mom's ducks out of the yard while chewing on one of them. She saved the one duck and then had to lead the others back into the yard. It sounded like a really funny story and we were both laughing. We talked for a little while before I left to pick her up. I thought to myself that we shouldn't do all of our talking over the phone, because then we won't know what to say while we're eating. When I got to her house she was on the phone with Teresa, her friend from St. Louis. She's the one that always got in our way when we planned on doing something. Kim thought it was funny.

We ended up not getting to Denny's until lunch time. She still ordered a big breakfast, and I used a coupon from the paper to buy one lunch, get one free. That gave us twice the French fries to munch on. We wee joking about those, too. There were these little cardboard signs on the tables that said, 'THE FRIES HAVE IT! And it's a zesty ne flavor: seasoned fries. For an additional 25›, you can substitute these new fries for regular French fries.' We thought it was funny, so we stole it and she signed it when we got out to the car. She wrote, 'To Dan, Fries Forever. Julia Roberts,' and then signed 'Kimmeth' on the inside. We talked a lot and had a really good conversation.

She mentioned again about wanting to come up to Gainesville to visit me soon. She wants to take a shorter road trip before driving all five hours to Ft. Lauderdale. She asked me where she was going to sleep, and I told her that she'd be in my room, of course. I also told her that we have open visitation hours so it won't matter if she is there. She staid with her ex-boyfriend who is in the Air Force once when she was eighteen and the Military Police busted in and took her into custody because she was sleeping in his room. I can see why she might possibly be concerned.

After lunch, I drove he home and she invited me up to finally see some of her paintings. She told me to definitely not looking her room. Before today I had never even been in her house. It told her that I like it because it is rustic and reminds me of Georgia. It has that wooden house smell that is really cool. One of her paintings is of a nude girl swimming in the ocean so she was asking me if I had either an ID or parental consent to see it since I am under eighteen. Her mom laughed that she'd show me that painting but wouldn't let me see her room. I looked in her room anyway and she yelled at me. We took the painting out on the porch and sat down. She had a small one of a pelican that I would have bought to hang up here. She is really good. She had a very large painting of purple passion flowers that was beautiful. The detail was perfect. I was amazed. I told her that if I ever need a mural painted on my house in the future, I'd give her a call, and she gladly accepted my offer. It was starting to get around that time when I was supposed to see Abby, so I had to go. Kim said that maybe she'd call me later so that we could all go out to Ybor city to go to a haunted house.

When I got home, Abby had just called, and I couldn't get a hold of her for a long time. I really got a hold of her on Sunday, though. She ended up calling me later and said that her mom made her run some errands with her. On Sunday she said that Dave was coming over in the morning to mow her grass. We decided that we'd go to the beach afterwards and that I should call at about ten. I also found out that Chris and Jennifer, from Ecology, broke up and now Chris is going out with Jena. Abby and I kept talking about sex and confessed a lot more. She told me that she ended up going out with Dave, because I was leaving for Gainesville at the end of the summer. She then asked me if I was being serious about what I was saying, unlike back in high school, and I said yes. It was a really interesting talk.

That night mother made spaghetti, yum yum. We then watched movies and I went to sleep earlier so I'd be awake for Sunday. I called Abby at ten the next morning and she said that her mom had taken the car and she was just going to mow the grass herself. After she took a shower she called me and I went over. I didn't tell anyone in my family that I was taking Abby with me to the beach, just that I'd be home at around four. Her mom was home when I got there and she asked me where I went to school now before running off and talking on the phone. Abby told me that she called Dave and when he asked her what she was doing, she told him that she was going with me to the beach. He said something like, 'Oh really?' Poor Dave. Ha ha. We talked and listened to Toad the Wet Sprocket on the way over. I took the new way to Sand Key so that I didn't have to pay the 75› bridge tolls.

We got there at about one. It was a bit windy but the sun was out full blast. Another perfect day. A cold front had come through though and I asked her if she'd go swimming in the cold water. She said definitely, that she liked it better that way. I was glad that I finally found someone who'd stay in with me. I figured she would since she is from up North. She said that when she comes with Dave to the beach he always starts whining about something and leaves early. I put in three hours' worth of quarters and it turned out just right. We threw our stuff on the beach and went straight into the water. There weren't many people at all. I told her that it was a perfect day for my fantasy. I had told her that I always wanted to have sex out in the water on a public beach and she said that it sounded good.

A few minutes after we went out, I stepped on a stingray! I felt the flat slimy part under my foot, and then something brush me on the ankle as it was swimming away. It seemed to tingle for a second and it scared the shit out of me. If I would have been stung, my foot would have been so swollen that there is no way I would have been able to drive back to Gainesville last night. During the next two and a half hours, we shuffled, and bumped into a bunch of them. It must have been the colder water, and the fact that there were no people except us to scare them out deeper. We also kept kicking fish all of the time as they swam around us. There definitely was a huge abundance of wildlife out there. We joked about what were happening if we were having sex and a stingray decided to sting me in the dick. That would hurt. I realized though that a swollen dick would be very beneficial for me when I came back up to Gainesville. She thought it was really funny.

After she kept stepping near sting rays, she started keeping her legs up, letting me pull her to 'safety.' I would then lift her into my arms and walk around out in the water with her. We would keep talking about sex and saw another couple down the beach that were fooling around. I kept making jokes about them. She kept calling me awful and I had to defend myself. I kept saying how nice and wonderful I am and had some really good arguments. We kept splashing each other and kept horseplaying, too. She asked me why I wanted to come with her to the beach. I told her that I was hoping for great sex, and she said that she really doesn't want to disappoint me. We were talking about what I'd tell my roommates when I got home. We were still both pretty much in the bullshitting stage. We were also starting to get cold, so I said how nice it be to have a second body with me to keep me warm. At the same time she stepped on another stingray and it brushed me as it swam away. She said that she wasn't going to stand anymore except for on my feet. She ended up straddled around me as I had my hands planted on her ass to hold her on to me.

We had a good talk about how I'd rather be spontaneous than make plans, because plans often will either get broken, or the result will not be to your expectations. We ended up talking about her exposing herself and she kept asking me if she should just rip off her entire bathing suit. I said yes, but I would do it myself. She called me a coward Friday night because I never acted on any of my promises. She then dared me too, and I asked her if she really wanted me to. When she said yes, I slid the straps off of her shoulders and pulled her top down, and then gave her a peck on the lips. She has really nice tits, much better than I had expected. I never saw Nicole's in broad daylight, but I'd dare say that Abby's are much nicer. Really cute pink nipples... really cute. After the initial shock she pulled her top back up and I complained that we're never going to get anything done if she keeps reversing what progress I make.

So we got in a big water fight, and then I pouted and started swimming out deeper. She called me back, and we were both smiling wryly. I'm not sure what all we said right then, but I ended up asking her if we should be spontaneous, and she said yes. So I kissed her. She's a pretty good kisser, too. I was the better, she hit my teeth with hers a couple of times, but I'm definitely not complaining. The one problem was every time a larger wave would come, we'd get a mouth full of salt water. I told her that if Dave asked, we aren't kissing, we're cleaning the salt of of each other and she laughed. She kept saying that she really should have dated me in high school. I untied the front of her bathing suit, as not to be too obvious to the people on the beach, and slipped my hand in and began massaging her breast. We had talked earlier about how it would be easy to have sex without taking off her bathing suit, just reach down and pull it to the side. After a little bit, I took my hand out of her top and pulled her close again. We kept kissing the entire time.

There were these two parents on shore with their kids who kept watching us. I still had my face towards the shore. I then pulled both of my hands down and pulled the bottom of her suit aside and began massaging her. I slid one finger in and out and she moaned. I then pulled my dick out of the side of my shorts. I had been hard for some time now, even in the freezing water. Chris and Ed were right about it not being easy to have sex in the ocean. I got in her about half way three times but kept slipping out. Chris said that was his problem when he tried the same. I gave up and told her that it'd be better if we went and found some secluded spot to finish our little talk. I asked her if she had any good ideas of where to go. She said that we should just start driving and be spontaneous. I joked about going to Upper Tampa Bay Park but there aren't many good hiding spots there, especially on a Sunday. She asked me why she should have sex with me. I think she was rechecking my intentions. I told her that it is something that probably should have been a long time ago, I just never saw that. She then asked me if I had a condom, and I told her it was in my car. We were also starting to get waterlogged so we headed in.

We went up and took showers and she went off to the bathroom. I then went up and sat up on the bench by the bathrooms. I started thinking that this probably wouldn't happen, because every time I stop something, I usually never get back to it. We started talking and I thought that a cool place would be Brooker Creek Park. When we got to the stop sign, I asked if I got a kiss, and I did. So the rest of the way, every time I had to stop, we made out. We could only kiss on legitimate stops, though, because she said that the more times that we stop, the longer it is going to take for us to get there. I sped up. We drove around inside the park, until we realized that there were no good concealed places, and we both agreed that we didn't want to get arrested. I then had a brilliant idea!!! I remembered the picnic docks that stick out over Lake tarpon off of the boardwalk. That is where we usually have Cathleen's birthday parties. We decided to give it a try.

I put on my tank top as not to look too obvious, and grabbed a towel and my condom, and we went walking. We went to the very last dock shelter, and I left my towel and flip flops out by the walkway, hopefully to deter anyone from coming, except us. Ha ha. It didn't work to begin with though because a family with a bunch of little kids came along and they all came down the walkway. When their parents saw us sitting there, they called to the kids and told them that it is just a dead end. I thought it was funny. Abby and I joked about where we were going to do it, from under the table, to up on the rafter. I pulled off my tank top. She asked me what I thought of her since she has a boyfriend and was here with me. I told her that I think she is an easy screw, and then told her I was just kidding. She asked me what I would say when I bragged to my roommates, since I already said that I would. I told her that I would say that she is an old friend from high school and she liked that.

We started kissing again. She told me not to expect too much because she hasn't had that much experience. I reassured her that neither have I. I slid my hands up her shirt and tried, and failed, to get her bra undone. that's the first time it's ever taken longer than four seconds for me to get a bra off. Of course, they were al Nicole's and she probably made sure that they were easy to undo. Abby's had some weird little clasp and I bet her that she wore that one on purpose but she swore that she didn't. I started kissing her down her neck, and then raised her shirt and licked and kissed her right tit. I then went back up to her lips and kept my hands caressing her breasts.

I don't think she's ever really had sex with anyone who really had an idea of what he was doing because afterwards she asked me, 'OK Mr. Inexperienced, how many partners have you really had!?!' I didn't tell her yet. She also told me how Dave thinks that her job is to please him. I told her that I disagree, I think it is my job to use her to please me. There really is a difference there, I'm not sure how much of one though.

I again pulled my dick out of the sid of shorts. I was very hard at the time, and directed her hand down to it. She began squeezing and pulling and knew what she was doing. I had hoped that she might give me a blow job, but I'm not sure if she ever has, and I didn't want to force her to. We then stopped and she pulled off her shorts after I started to unbutton them. She then told me that I couldn't tease any longer, that I had to take my shorts off, too. I joked that now we'll both get arrested. I pulled her legs over the edge of the table top and then gently eased her back so that she was lying across the table. I spread her legs and then ate her out. I tried to get in as deep as possible with my tongue. I then got up and slid one finger in, and then two, and tried to get her as aroused as possible. I pulled them out and pulled her back up. We decided to do it sitting up on the bench. I put on my condom and she came down and straddled me. She moaned as we moved to get me completely inside of her, but otherwise we were pretty quite.

She could move her hips pretty good, but I kept my hands on her butt to keep the motion and to help her out. We kept our mouths pressed together the entire time we fucked and ended up pretty messy. I came first, and I am pretty sure she did soon after me. Even if she didn't she seemed very satisfied. We both agreed again that we should have gone out back in high school. We sat there talking and holding each other for a few minutes before I figured that we risked it long enough and needed to get dressed. I was very surprised, and very very relieved that nobody ever walked back where we were while we were having sex. I thought for sure that a Park Ranger might come back since it was getting closer to dusk. I also thought about how ironic it would be if I went home and said, 'Hey mom, do you remember the place where we have Cathy's parties, well I just got laid there!'

We kept kissing the entire way home, and as I dropped her off at her house, we shook hands and thanked each other for the weekend. We had talked earlier about how I should call her when I am coming down, and she'll reschedule her weekend around me. We agreed that she can keep Dave, and have me on the side. She said that she'd really like to marry us both. She was going out to dinner with Dave after I dropped her off.

I didn't get home until six, and couldn't tell my family the truth. I told them that I was swimming and talking to this girl, but not who it was. I had dinner and then headed back up here to Gainesville. I never got to call Kim and say goodbye, though. When I got back up here I bragged, and bragged. I even called Valerie and told her that one of my fantasies came true. She was happy for me. She had gone down to Miami for the weekend, so we both talked about our trips. Chris agreed that after you get laid, it boosts your ego for a while, and it definitely has.