Shar¡ spilled her guts quite readily after I asked her what she was so preoccupied with last night. She agreed that she was, and then said it was mainly about her father. I knew that he had demanded earlier that Shar¡ be home by about six yesterday afternoon. Buffy called and gave her the message but Shar¡ said she was tired of that shit and was going to carry out her night as planned. I figured she was worried about that somewhat last night and left her alone. She told me that she kept thinking when she was talking to her cousin or brother that she really should be over talking to me. that's cool because that's the only real thing that bothered me. We talked quite a bit today about keeping our relationship going while I'm in Gainesville. I really think the fact that I planned to take my ring back when I leave, and the fact that I am leaving have really put doubts into her head. She has said she is worried that I'll forget about her. I asked her about that and she said that there will just be so many girls there and then I went to work.
One of the first things I asked her is what she'll say when I tell her that I'm going to let her keep my ring! I then went on to talk about how I'll be laying out a lot and will even maybe take up some sports since I won't have to waste all of my time girl chasing like last year. She thought that was funny and I'm glad. We also talked about all of the people I was meeting last night at Tally Hos. She told me that i'll come to find out there her entire family is really friendly and will always hug you, using Melanie as an example. That's fine with me.
We talked a little bit about her bad points and she claims to have three. She says that one is the music she listens to. We talked about the image that people automatically give to rock listeners. We were talking about smoking pot. I asked her how often she still does it. She said that she has gone down from every day to about once a week. That surprised me but didn't vary my feelings about her. I remember them asking me once if I smoke but I didn't catch the hint to why she was asking. We also talked about people we've dated before. I am the first guy she has ever dated who is actually her age!!! Michael was twenty-one when she got pregnant with Cord at fifteen! I asked her what the hell he was thinking but she explained that they had grown up together [snip] and had always liked each other. She also told me how the man at the tattoo place told her that putting small roses on her tattoo will help to cover his name for good.
We went on to talk about her parents and how when they have arguments, her father will always let her have her say in the matter, but her mom won't let her get a word in edgewise. She also said that her mom always refers back to the fact that she is the one that ran away with Michael Brown. I knew that was coming and gave my opinion that it's complete bullshit for her to keep trying to use something so far in the past as proof that her argument is right. Shar¡ agreed fully with what I was saying which is cool. She also told me that after I came over Wednesday night, her father came up to her and told her that he hopes that I am not another Michael Brown. She said no, and at least he cares.
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