Sunday, August 22, 1993

August 22, 1993 - Sunday - Making a physical bond!

Talk about a day completely devoted to sex and you'd be speaking of my last day with Shar¡. She gave me a call yesterday morning at 9:30 and we talked for a little while. She, Buffy and the kids were going up to Wal Mart and the liquor store to pick up a few things. We decided that I'd get ready and work my way over while they were shopping. She told me that if I did by chance beat them back, then to please wait for her and not leave. Of course, anything for her! It rained on the way and I ended up hydroplaning on the entrance ramp to the interstate. Luckily there was nobody around me and I quickly regained control, turned myself around, and was again on my merry way.

I got to her house at 11:15 and they weren't there. It was already well past the time she should have been back, but I didn't really care right then. A few minute later I drove past the two stores hoping to maybe see the mini van to no avail. I then headed back and took a nap in my car out in the driveway. The rain had cooled the air down a lot and I thought to myself how I would not be sitting there if it were blazing hot. At 12:15 I started to get pissed because I can't stand waiting. I decided to go get some back to school shopping done at Wal Mart instead of wasting time. Of course I passed them just down the street from her house and Buffy flashed the headlamps and I saw Shar¡ wave to me. I took another way to their house and pulled up right behind them. I quickly `bitched' at them for being so late. Buffy helped explain how they had also run into Bealls and found Shar¡ a really cool outfit to wear when we went out last night. She showed me the shorts which were black, stretchy, and tiny. There were two `convenient' zippers on the front to the left and to the right of the middle. The midriff top was low cut and also had the two silver zippers straight up from the bottom to the underside of each tit. It was pretty cool.

Buffy and Shar¡ then cooked us a quick little lunch which mainly consisted of two boxes of macaroni and cheese. I ate a lot and Shar¡ was really surprised that I finished. Afterwards, Buffy decided to take the kids over to one of her relative's house to go swimming. I really wonder if she did that so we could be alone together. Shar¡ put Cord bed for a nap and closed the garage door behind Buffy as she left. Shar¡ then went and tried on her outfit. She then came up to me on the couch and after a short verbal exchange she straddled my lap and we started making out. I haven't ever enjoyed kissing a girl as much as I do Shar¡. We pull ourselves against each other very tightly and really seem to both enjoy what we are doing. My intentions for the day were to mess around with her far more than kissing to create a physical bond that will glue our emotional bond even tighter. I really think that will cause her to see more `believability' to our relationship.

I moved my hands all over her upper body and brought them around the outer curves of her tits. through the tight polyester they felt really comfortable. We had already joked about the convenience zippers so I went for them. They were kind of hard to get unzipped, being more for show than anything else. She also had my arms pinned under hers but I managed. I reached in and put my hands on her breasts through the lace bra and then went straight for the back hoping the buckle would be there waiting. It was and soon it was free. I slid my hands under the sides of each cup and towards the front as I pulled both the top and her bra away exposing her soft tits to my hands. I kind of saw what she meant when she said that she wanted a boob job because they stretched out when she was pregnant. She also told me that her mom wouldn't let her wear a bra until she was ten even though she already had big tits and that caused them to sag. I still thoroughly enjoyed them. I cupped them in my hands and rolled her nipples each between a thumb and a forefinger. She has the tiny cute nipples that I really like.

This sounds like some kind of fucking porno story, but oh well. I was thrilled that we were already at it so early in the morning giving us the opportunity to enjoy each other all day long. She pulled up close to me after we had finished almost like she was trying to hide her tits from me. It seems like she might somewhat embarrassed of the stretch marks. She pulled her shirt back down and we then were talking about whether or not to wash her outfit to get rid of the `new' smell. We finally did and I helped her dry and hang it up so that it wouldn't get lint or wrinkles on it. She really liked the help it seemed. She kept mentioning that she wanted to take a shower and that I could come sit in the bathroom so that we could keep each other company. We were still out in the garage and Christina called. We were both sitting in a single chair and I was undressed down to my shorts. I also have never felt more comfortable undressing around somebody before. She sat there and rubbed my whole body and picked every zit I had with her fingernails. We kept laughing about it but she says it's a habit she's had for along time.

She finally went to take her shower and called me in once it was going. Christina had called again and asked Shar¡ what she was doing and I overheard her say that we were getting ready to take a shower. While I was in there she opened the edge of the curtain just enough that I could see her face and one tit for an instant. She looked good wet and her breasts are very good looking in person and bellowed out nicely the way she was leaning over! She shaved her legs while she was in there and all along I was thinking how much I'd like to be in there. I'll never hesitate again. When we were at Mulligans later with Christina, she asked me if I had a fun shower. Shar¡ blurted for her not to say anything but then Shar¡ told me that she was going to let me into the shower with her today. Christina then agreed and made fun that I was too scared to get in. Her dad ended up not going to the gym and walked in about twenty minutes after she did get out of the shower and I reminded her that he would have caught us in there and then look at what would have happened! She said that he didn't come home until after she was out but I told her that we would have been in there much longer if I was with her!!! I then sighed saying, `That sucks...' in a depressed voice and she asked me why in her curious voice. I told her it was because I didn't get to shower wit her and she smiled...

During our original kissing while we were sprawled all over each other, we would stop and talk every once in a while. We were talking about accents and how some people pronounce things differently like naked and `necked' like Kimmeth says it. She didn't quite understand what I was saying though and got this gorgeous confused look on her face. I told her that I screwed her up on purpose because she's really cute when she's confused and we laughed really hard. It also covered up my blunder really well. It was cool. Now when I saw something that goes over her head I tell her that I just wanted to see the confused look again!

Afterwards she came out of the shower and stayed wrapped up in the towel for a while. We were hugging each other tight. We were talking about her burnt butt and she pulled aside the towel and showed it to me. That was cute. I hung out with her in Emily's room for a long time while she was wearing only tiny thong underwear and her magenta bra. We started joking around and ended up taking a picture of her in it. I'm supposed to blow it up and hang it on my ceiling up here in Gainesville now!

Just after she got dressed dear old dad walked in the door. We took Cord and took off to go shopping for a while. She wanted to have a set of door keys made so she wouldn't have to wake them up to come in the house every time she went out. She also said that she wanted to run into Winn Dixie but I had to stay with Cord in the car. I asked her why and she said that she doesn't want me to see what she does. I wondered to myself what guy she was going in to see. I then hoped she was buying a diaphragm so we could screw tonight but figured it would be a card which is cool, too... because I carry condoms. She knows that because they are always in my book bag and I've seen her find them before. We went to Wal Mart and they told her she'd have to wait a while for the keys so we went shopping for me, finding some of the stuff I'd need in Gainesville. I was having fun hanging all over her.

Afterwards, we went into Bealls for a while and found her some fishnet stockings for her outfit. I thought about how I used to go shopping for stuff like that in Gainesville with Valerie but didn't say anything to Shar¡. I haven't bee in a Bealls in a long time and found some awesome clothes that I'd love to have. It was pretty cool. I was carrying Cord the whole time for her while she shopped and lifted him up in the air making him laugh. I looked up to see Shar¡ smiling very happily at me and I jokingly blushed. She said that she really likes how much I like Cord and how much he likes me. She had also said just a few minutes earlier that for a second, Cord looked a lot like me. That was interesting.

We then took off to Winn Dixie and I parked up in front of the store to wait for her. She bought a Coke for Cord to drink at the machine first and brought it back. We started talking as if we had just met and were both trying really hard to come on to each other. I asked her if she wanted to go out that night and she said yes. She complimented me on my cute kid in the back and I asked her if she wanted to get in and see him. It was a really funny exchange. She then went inside and took forever. I always have this fear that people are going to leave me and I always think that she's done so when she's late or takes too long. I'm quickly learning not to, but that's just something that's deep rooted within me and doesn't pertain to her specifically. It has a lot to do with a person's social needs and Kimmeth and I used to call it our fear of rejection. When she came out I could see that it was a card and kind of felt bad that I hadn't gotten her anything. But oh well, she does have my ring and I did buy her the Budweiser shirt.

Soon after we made it to her house she went into the kitchen and wrote the card for me. She then brought it into the living room where her dad and I were sitting. I've always been embarrassed to open cards from people in front of the person giving it to me so she ran to the bathroom. The card itself said, `In the whole world, there's just one you... and you're very special to me!' She then wrote under that, `I've enjoyed the time we have spent together, and the days. Hopefully you won't go away and forget about me, because you'll always be on my mind. Study hard and keep in touch. Love Shar¡,' with a big heart where the accent should be on her name. that was really cool. When she came out she asked me if I read the whole thing and I said except for the long poem to the left. She said that I have to read that, too. I asked her of she had read it and she said yes, that she read twenty of them to find this one. It went:

In spite of the fact we complain and lament
And view this old world with much discontent,
Deploring conditions and grumbling because
There's so much injustice and so many flaws,
It's a wonderful world and it's people like you
Who make it that way by the things that they do-
For a warm, ready smile or a kind, thoughtful deed,
Or a hand outstretched in an hour of need
Can change our whole outlook
and make the world bright
Where a minute before just nothing seemed right...
and so on...

Helen Steiner Rice

It sounds just like somebody who has recovered from a suicide attempt and if she read into it what I did then I really like it. But still most important is her note which I thanked her and kissed her for. We then laid on each other on the couch for a while watching TV. It's the first time we've ever sprawled all over each other in front of her dad, we've always done it in front of Buffy.

Buffy had gone up to the store right after we got there to pick up some chips, drinks, and some other stuff for dinner. Shar¡ cooked me a delicious Steakum sandwich on a kaiser roll. We had Doritos, potato salad, and whole sweet pickles with our sandwiches. Her's was a ham, meaning she cooked just for me. While we ate, she used me for a footrest and we joked about that. We then decided to go on a walk through the neighborhood. We went barefoot and pulled Cord along behind us in a red wagon. It was actually fun and we were talking a lot. She said how cute I looked pulling Cord in the wagon and said she wished she had the camera with her. I figured out a way to pull Cord so that she and I could walk with our arms around each other on the way back to her house. It was cool. She joked about how her dad hadn't said anything when he saw her tiny little outfit drying on the clothesline. I joked that he probably thought it was Emily's since it was so small. We laughed really hard about that one and she liked to enough that she had to tell Buffy as soon as we got back.

I then went and took a shower and put on my clothes to wear out. She picked out what I was wearing from all to the clothes in the back of my car. I brought almost everything I hadn't already taken to Gainesville. Afterwards her dad got out the video camera and I figured out how to use it while Shar¡ was in the shower. She came out in her outfit and I videotaped her. She kept giggling for me to turn it off and it was really funny. We then went and hung out in the bathroom and I recorded her putting her makeup on while we talked. I had complained earlier today that stockings would suck because they would block our `easy access' zippers on the shorts. She agreed that they would and then decided in the bathroom that they looked tacky. She asked me if she should take them off and I said yes. She did and I liked her legs much much better. I recorded her some more in the kitchen while she was rubbing aloe lotion on her legs. She was saying that we should have gotten the camera out earlier in the day to record stuff. True, like her running around in her underwear. That would be a trip!

We soon headed out. Christina had called earlier and even though Shar¡ and I were sitting there, Buffy told her this big lie that we had already left and wouldn't be back until two-thirty. Oh yea, Shar¡'s dad said she could stay out until 2:30! instead of twelve since she'd be with me and it was my last day. What a surprise! Even though she put on lipstick, we were kissing at every red light. When we got to Tally Hos we found us a seat in the very front of a packed house and she sung Sister Christian. I went up and had her mom get us two cups of Pepsi. There was nobody from Shar¡'s family there and it really sucked. Christina also had called the place and did again so Shar¡ answered it. It turns out that Christina's good friend in Ohio died and she was really upset so Shar¡ let her come down. I really didn't want her to be there at all because it was our night out, and Shar¡ didn't really either, but she said that she was already bawling on the phone. We stayed a little while once she showed up but then decided to head to Mulligans where it would be easier to record Shar¡ singing The Rose.

We met up with Shar¡'s uncle John and her cousin and we were all talking an joking around. There both pretty cool. We then grabbed us a round table near the bar when on emptied and hung out for a while. The time seemed to fly by and we were both kind of quiet. I did record Shar¡'s chest for a little while and we were all laughing about that. When we walked in Shar¡ asked Christina if her `lover' was there referring to this guy named Bear who Christina is in love with. I piped up and asked Christina if the other one was there, referring to Paxton, and she said no because she'd recognize that little sports car anywhere. I don't remember Shar¡'s expression at the time and I still find it very intriguing that she knows that I know, and often wonder why she thinks I've stayed shut up about it. Maybe I should tell her that I know she knows that I know. He he.

Christina got called up first to sing and then they eventually got a duet singing Grandpa. I recorded Shar¡ from the table and she didn't even realize until the very end and she got really nervous when she found out. It started getting really late and the DJ said that at least four people were singed up to sing The Rose and he said it probably wouldn't happen. I told her that I wanted to leave early enough that we could spend some time together alone and she agreed. I told her that I don't care if I don't get her singing The Rose, I can always do it later. I wasn't really sure if she was pausing not to abandon Christina or to not give us enough time to fuck around. I hope it was just a bit of overactive pessimism coming out. Christina looked at us and asked what was wrong and I told her that we were both extremely bored with her. I was kind of kidding, but when Shar¡ said that we were splitting less than a minute later, Christina took what I said as true and stomped out of the place. Shar¡ had to go pay for Christina's tab that she left and then we walked out.

Christina waited until we got out o the cars and then she slammed on the gas and sped off. Shar¡ and I started laughing that she must be pissed off. I found it really funny. There were a whole group of people that were standing right near us that looked. Shar¡ said she won't hear from her for a week and I told her to give her until morning. We got in and I hauled ass to her house. We only had an hour and I fully planned on going to the park near her house. It's dark and pretty isolated but close enough to her house that we can finish up our time there. When we got near her house I asked her if she wanted to stop somewhere or go home, and she suggested the park. Smart girl, and I told her that's what I thought. She said to get out of the car and we hugged really tight and then started walking around on the dark courts. I thought to ask her if she's ever screwed on a basketball court, but didn't. We looked for a bench but didn't see any. We then slowly walked back to the car after standing out in the open making out.

She almost walked towards the door but I steered her to the hood and she hopped up. We started making out again and rubbing each other very sensuously. I didn't want to get into her shirt and pants in the little bit of time we had unless she would stay out so I quickly debated over which and quickly came to a decision. Leave her tits alone! I didn't want her to think that all I want is a final cheap feel before I leave. Kind of.

I have this really good slow tickle massage with the tips of my fingers that she really loves. I moved my hands just above her tits and moved my fingers over them, down her belly, and out on her thighs a bit. Our mouths were pressed so hard together and it felt awesome. She had her hands way up in my shirt and was rubbing my chest and back. I then slid my hand onto her crotch and started rubbing her up and down pressing with two or three of my fingers. I then waited a second until she had brought her hands down to the top of my jeans again. I used my hands very lightly to keep her hands down near my crotch as I unbuckled my belt. She took the push and went to work. She unbuttoned my pants and undid the zipper. She then reached in and pulled up my dick and started giving me a hand job. It felt so damn good. Her fingernails even felt good, I've learned to like small bits of pain with her.

I wonder now if I would have at least gotten a blow job if I had of let her go, but I went for her shorts. I didn't want her to have taken her stockings off for nothing. I undid the zippers and reached into her underwear. She shaves the outer sides of her bush for the tiny bathing suits she wears and I wondered before if she was entirely shaved. She's not and that's good because I don't like that much. I kept working my hands down as far as I could with her sitting there on the car like that and I didn't get as far as I wanted. I was rubbing her clit though. She kept at it slowly in my pants and we would stop as a car would drive by. The entire time we were kissing (which is the most awesome way to keep a girl from telling you to stop!) and we finally pulled our lips apart and separated our hands from each others genitalia.

She made me look at the time and we had five minutes. I sat down in the passenger seat, killed the light from the door being open. I wanted to fuck her so bad right then and asked her if she wanted to chance being late. She said that she wants to be able to se me again later so she had better not. She knew what I wanted and I knew she probably wouldn't yet. But hell, why not try? We ended up kissing a final few times and I then drove her home. I left the car on as not to wake her parents by recranking it but I did get out to help her carry the stuff in. We then walked back to the door and hugged long and hard. I'd swear to God that I saw the first hints of tears in her eyes. Nothing could have meant more to me.

She asked me to call her before I left in the morning and I said that I would. I then sped home with the bluest balls I've ever had and an incredible urge. I almost ran into the median on Interstate 4 so I turned up the radio real loud and started chugging a two liter bottle of Pepsi. All I wanted was to make it home. I couldn't help but think about what a fitting end it would be for wonderful me to die on the way home when it felt like my life was ending anyway. I just wondered how Shar¡ would feel. When I got home at 3:30 I packed the car for two hours before taking a two hour nap. I then finished packing and was about ready to call Shar¡ when she called. We talked for as long as possible until my dad got tired of telling me that it was time to go.

On the trip up we stopped in Altoona and visited Granny. Father went and picked up Sue and I saw Annie as well. We ate a big dinner and I helped Granny cook by preparing and cooking the pork chops and frying the okra and cornbread. I knew that she'd brag about me helping her to everybody she sees now and she already started to when she saw Sue and Annie. She said that I cook better than most of her granddaughters. We left after two and made it to Gainesville by four. Our timing was again perfect and we had no trouble borrowing a float or getting into the elevator. Chris showed up just as we were leaving and we saw Ed drive by in the parking lot. I spent $144 dollars on groceries and I had guessed that it would cost one forty. Father had guessed at least one seventy-five and I had to brag on my accuracy.

Just as we walked in the door with al of the groceries, the telephone rang and I made them answer it saying that it's not for me because nobody knows I'm here yet. It turned out to be Shar¡!!! I was supposed to call when I was finished but she wanted to anyway. I talked to her for a little bit but then said that I needed to put away my groceries and would call her in a little while. I then made sure to tell her to call me in an hour if I don't call just in case my long distance service had been cut over the summer. She agreed and we bid each other farewell. I called home for two seconds and told them Father would soon be leaving. When he did I called Shar¡ and we talked for half an hour. She told me she wrote me a letter right after we talked this morning. She said it is three pages and pretty emotional!!! I hope she doesn't get second thoughts about anything and change her mind about sending it before she does. I'll be waiting for the thing with nervous anticipation. I really can't wait to see what she has to say.

I had to get off the phone for the night because we all were leaving to go get ice cream with our neighbors. I met Ed's new girlfriend Roswitha who's parents are entirely German. She's pretty nice and we've talked a little. I also fit a phone call to Laura in between the time my dad left and when I called Shar¡. She seemed glad to hear from me and we talked for a little while. She invited me to a party but I didn't want to desert my roommates on the first night out. I had told Shar¡ since Satarday morning that we'd all probably go out just to see each other on our first night. She really didn't want me to go out for some reason and we talked a lot about that. We also joked a lot about how she was going to keep me from coming to Gainesville. But anyway, I also walked next door to meet our neighbors and talked to three of the girls there for a few minutes. Two of them are pretty cute and I already know the third from last year.

Well, we ended up taking the three girls out and Kostas and I sat with them in the ice cream shoppe. We talked about how the two cute ones want to become exotic dancers and that went on for a long time. We then all started talking about sperm banks and how we guys can make fifty dollars a shot. We kept talking that they could go in and dance to excite us when we go. We then told them that they can come dance for us in the room anytime. Somebody said we could run our own little sperm bank and I told the cutest one that she can come over and do all the work for us. It actually sounded better than that and was a direct suggestion that she should come over and jack me off. It was quite funny though and maybe this little neighborship will work out nicely.

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