I waited around this morning for Ashley to call so we could walk to Biology together. Chris had to meet a teacher during second period and was going to walk with me. I had my letters ready to mail home to my family and to Carey Ann. Ashley called and said that she wasn't in her room and said that I'd have to take on Biology alone. She said that she'd return the favor someday when I don't want to go to class. I walked with Chris to the postal box and then we headed our separate ways. I got to class and since Thursdays are solely discussion days, the teacher said that she would be reviewing what we had gone over the past few days for all of the newer people and won't ever teach anything new on Thursdays. I thought that was cool and left. I had started to think that today was turning into a bad day because Ashley hadn't showed up and all, because my days usually seem to follow a certain trend. I believe fate is funny that way. I knew that if I let that happen, I wouldn't receive my letter from Shar¡ or it would be much worse that I was expecting.
I decided to quickly turn things around and cheer myself up. I figured that I wouldn't have been able to leave Biology so early if Ashley had been there. That way I was able to head over to Criser and get the copy of my schedule that I needed and then head home early. I walked into the room to find a maintenance guy actually pumping out our bathtub drain. I was really surprised how quickly they responded and that cheered me up. I asked him if he could loosen up the shower head because it literally hurt to take a shower because of all of the mineral deposits in the head. We had to do that last year. He said that he'd just get me a whole new shower head!, and then I knew that my turnaround day had come true. I cleaned the bathtub to perfection after he left and was able to brag to everyone else about what I had done in the bathroom. They were all just as happy. That was about the only nuisance in our entire dorm except for the fact that the beds had yet to be bunked.
Just a little while later while Chris and I were eating lunch, they came in and bunked the beds as well! I then felt that the luck couldn't stop now so I headed downstairs to check the mail...
I had fully prepared myself for a disappointment as I was in the elevator but when I saw two envelopes in our mailbox I just knew that one was from Shar¡. I pulled them out and there it was! The stamp had a giant red heart on it and said, `LOVE.' She had written, `XXX OOO,' and, `Sealed with a lick cause a kiss wouldn't stick!!!,' across the back. I knew right then that this was going to be a good letter and I sat down to read it right in the commons. I wanted to read it to myself first without my roommates being there to harass me. She wrote the following:
Dan,
It's only been a couple of hours since you've been gone and it seems like forever. I really miss you alot and even more as each day goes by. I just wanted to write and tell you how much I've enjoyed the time we've spent together and everything we do. I also wanted to tell you how much I've fallen in love with you and everything about you. {That fucking killed me when I read that line!!!!! My eyes grew wide and I swear I almost had a heart attack!!! I just couldn't believe my eyes!!!} I always told myself that after 5 yrs. with someone I would never fall in love again, but I have and hopefully I won't get hurt this time. Cord has also enjoyed you being around and I can tell because he has asked for you already. It really means alot to me how you and Cord get along because he's gonna need someone here for him to. I would like for you to tell me how you feel about Cord being there all the time, (and hopefully it will) but if our relationship last for along time then he will end up calling you Daddy Dan because as you know his Dad will never come and see him and Cord has only seen him 1 or 2 times so he doesn't really know him. As far as I'm concerned I don't ever want him to come around. I also want you to understand something........ While you are up there I will be going to the beach and to clubs and other things and yes it will be with with guys mostly but I don't want you to be worried about it because these guys are only friends. See while I was growing up I was the only girl around because I was the only girl cousin that lives here in Tampa and all my cousins always brought their guy friends around and that's why all my friends are mostly guys. But I friends that I do have are strictly friends and nothing else, they have been friends with me for about 4 or 5 yrs. If it bothers you I would like for you to say something because I do care what you think. I am not going to be out looking for anyone else because I have my heart and mind set on you. When I do look around and see other guys all I see is you. When you left Saturday night I cried as I watched you drive away because it hurt to see you go. But then I said if it was ment to be you will call, write, and we'll see each other. Are you coming down the 10th and stay with me at Christy's? Well I guess I'll let ya go but not for long. I'll be thinking about you and counting the days that go by.
Love, Shar¡
I brought it back upstairs almost bouncing excitedly the entire way. I shared it with Chris and we had a long talk about Shar¡ and how she and I met. I had a class to go to eventually that is my new honors class. I took my camera and some coupons to get my film developed after class at Eckerds. I couldn't wait any longer to see them. My class ended up being pretty awesome. it was really interesting and the professor is a woman who is a little older but still attractive. I tried to flirt a little bit and even pulled her overhead screen down when she couldn't reach it. Afterwards I walked to Eckerds and put the film in and then headed across the street to McDonalds to eat and kill the hour it takes to develop the film. I sat there and read Shar¡'s letter over and over again. It just all seemed so unbelievable, like a dream. I thought to myself that I am either amazed and completely excited about what might be coming for us, or the girl is a damn good bullshitter or was trying to scare me off with the Daddy and `commitment' things. That's reading far too much into it I hope but it still does show my slight mistrust of her.
I went back to Eckerds and went shopping for a little while. I looked at all of the love cards and went through them finding each one far too mushy or lame. I then saw a beautiful one that turned out to have a brilliant message in it. I knew that I couldn't have said it better myself and was far beyond pleased with myself for finding it. Damn I was in a good mood. The card said something like, `Who?, When?, Where?, Why?' and the inside said, `You, Any time, Any place, You know why!' It was an awesome card! I looked at the pictures on the walk home and they came out rather impressively. She looks a little bigger in the pictures than she really is though. She's still gorgeous and I showed he off a lot when I got home. Even though she begged me not to, I showed the guys the one of her white butt sticking out but only gave them a quick glance at the one of her in her underwear because the way her thighs burned really emphasized her stretch marks. But between us it's a gorgeous picture the way she's holding her hair and showing off her tits.
I called her at three once everybody had left but she wasn't there. She ended up coming home just minutes later and called me not long after. We ended up not really talking about the letter to any great detail and I told her so as I wrote her a pretty emotional reply right after we got off the phone. When we talked later on I mentioned that and she said that I didn't sound like I wanted to talk about either. She really wanted me to read her my letter over the phone but I couldn't. She told me all about this talk she and her father had about me and how he really thinks she should settle down with me and mary me if things all go right! I had already heard this from Buffy because we talked for a little while before she gave Shar¡ the phone. She told me that Shar¡'s dad is really on my side and is trying to keep her from running about with her friends all of the time for my sake. That's pretty cool! Anyway, Shar¡ told me all about their talk and so on. That was pretty cool, too. She also told me that she had talked to Michael's mother the other day for the first time in six months and told her all about me. That impressed me.
Shar¡ and I also talked somewhat sexually for essentially the first time. She said that she and Christy might have a lingerie sale party and she said that she might buy something for her to wear for me when she comes up! I told her my general dislike for the things, skin is much better. She then said that it kind of... and I cut her off agreeing with her and told her to do so. I then wanted her to finish her sentence but she wouldn't. I told her about getting the shower finally fixed and she had said that she actually took a shower with Cord today. The three of us used to play this game that Cord and I were jealous of each other and always wanted Mommy's last kiss. I told her I was jealous and she promised that I'll get my turn.
Emily called me today as well! I recognized her voice almost instantly and we caught up as quick as possible. She told me that she's taking a year off from school and going to do missionary work down in Guatemala!!! I told her that I'd still take her to Busch Gardens if she wants to go as long as she drives and gives me back my Garth Brooks CD! We had a cool little talk but I had to get her off the phone when the second line beeped because I was expecting Shar¡. I gave Jenn a call and we talked for about half an hour, too. She's pretty much deciding not to pledge to her sorority until Spring and we talked a lot about that. She's still sick and wasn't really in the hyper condition to screw around like we usually do when we talk.
Leigh Anne from next door had come over once and asked me if we'd help her build a computer desk later on. I obliged since I've put together lot's of those prefabricated things at home and know what I'm doing. Her cute roommate was also there when I went over and both were in their pajamas. Leigh Anne helped me separate my hardware and we had a great time being perverted about my hardware and about screwing. It got really intense and I loved it. They both kept `accidentally' flashing me to a sense and the other one would always giggle and I would smile and pretend nothing was up. It was funny. They were both amazed and extremely impressed at how quickly I created a complex and beautiful desk for them. I did a great job and they were very happy. We'll I'm off to a good start with the neighbors this year!
Ashley gave me a call at 10:30 and I called her back after Chris was done using the phone. She told me that she would definitely be going to class tomorrow morning. She said she had gone to a party on Wednesday night and got wasted and never came home. She apologized and said that she hoped I'm not mad with her. Of course not. We talked socially for a few minutes and then I asked about Laura. She had answered the phone and I didn't even say hello to her because I wasn't really paying attention that I knew anybody there buy Ashley! I got back on the phone with Laura and apologized and started talking to her and actually being pretty nice. We were being perverted, too which was quite a bit of fun. We ended up talking for over forty-five minutes!!! which really surprised me. that was really cool though. Chris didn't know who I was talking to but kept laughing at some of the things I was saying to her. It was pretty funny and ass kissy.
But only Shar¡ matters any more... this is a feeling I haven't had in a long time where I actually don't have the need to be constantly talking to a girl. I have found social satisfaction...
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