It's Monday afternoon right now and I just got in from a dip in the pool. I had planned on laying out after my block of classes today in Turlington but was more than sidetracked. I first walked down to thE stadium and picked up my football season pass. I then stopped in to the bookstore to see if my books from my honors class were in yet. I saw this really cute girl standing by the section with a frustrtaed look and took the chance to pounce on her. I asked her if she was having the same trouble finding the books and she said yes. We decided to confront our professor together tomorrow in class! I then heade home for lunch. Afterwards I planned on going out but Ed called and asked if I stay for a while and show him how to use the word processor to do his report. I did and finally got out of the room with a blazing hurtful sun still in the sky.
I kind of really wished that I'd see somebody as I walked to the pool that I know just so I could brag about going to lay out. Up ahead I saw the most glorious of all prizes- Laura! She was bobbing along in her red Bud hat and I recognized her instantly. When she saw me she started talking and we were being rather nice to each other. She ended up grabbing me by the arm and saying that I wasn't going to lay out, but rather I had to come up to her room and talk to her. She had a Spanish class an hour later. We joked around and talked for quite a while and I met their new roommate. She's a freshman but is already eighteen and a half. She was really surprised to find out that both Laura and I are aloso her age but are a year further in school! I did some major ass kissing when I could. I ended up with a really awesome argument as we were parting again after walking to the pool. I told her that if I hadn't thought that I was really going to enjoy talking to her, then I would have just gone to the pool originally instead of hanging out with her. It made perfect sense and I think she liked it.
Now for the important stuff. There has been a message on the board since I got home at lunchtime for me to call Shar¡. I'm pretty sure that she got my letter today... I've waited so far to call her because I want to give her some emotionally frustrating time to herself to contemplate things and so she can create those wild thoughts and images that always happen when you are emotionally unstable. I'll see...
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I held out until my beautiful called me at 6:30. Jon and I had just been talking about her and I was showing him how to spell her name at the time. She asked me why I hadn't called and I told her that I hadn't really been in all day and I was just about ready to. She told me that she called me pretty soon after she got my letter in the mail. She did say that she read my letter three times just to figure out what I was telling her in some cases. I told her that I just wanted to confuse her on purpose. I wonder which part that was. She said that she'll bring it back up so I can read it because I really wanted to photocopy it before I sent it. Jon really wants to know what I wrote as well, saying he wants some ideas for Karen!
Shar¡ said that what I had written was really sweet and liked the part where I told her that I was just sitting there looking at the pictures and Chris joked that I must be in love! She said that she then went through my letter as she wrote me one back that she'll mail tomorrow. She also told me that she really liked the card. I really liked the way her voice sounded when we talked about doing something together or about us. It's almost starting to sound believeable! She talked to me for a good hour before we decided to get off of the phone. We also decided to start limiting our phone calls since we will be seeing each other soon. I joked about having none all together to which she quickly objected saying that she really likes to hear my voice. Cord said goodbye to his `Daddy Dan' again as Mommy got off of the phone.
We also talked some more about me moving back to Tampa. It seems like the most wonderful idea in the world right now! She asked me when I could and I asked her when she wants me to. She said tomorrow, but I explained that it's already to far into the semester for that. We then talked about how the next semester starts right after Christmas. We also talked about the pictures I sent her and she told me how she has cut each one so that it fits in her wallet so she can `show' everybody. That's cool if she is. She thought that the one where I was walking with Cord on the beach is really cute and I fully agree. She sai dthta the pictures came out really good and I told her that there are a lot more for her when she comes up that are just as good or better!
I've never been one who likes to read too much into something, but when we talk about us, she almost has a `hopeful' sound deep in her voice that I find truly fascinating... Now I wait again for the letter.
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Every time the phone has rung tonight, Chris always says that it's for me and that I should answer it. I always object, not figuring that Shar¡ was going to call me back again. The call at eleven was her. She told me that she asked for, `Dan please!' and he asked who was calling in a nice bullshitty voice. He then informed me in the same pleasant voice that it was indeed for me. I responded with an, `Is that so?' in the same manner and he affirmed my question. I then asked who it might be, and he said that it might be Shar¡. It was a pretty funny interlude and Shar¡ and I laughed about it for a while. She told me that she was lying down ready to go to sleep and was thinking about me so she decided to give me a call. I told her that it was interesting because I was thinking about her as well. We laughed that it must be that ESP thing again!
We were both talking very `excitedly' to each other. It was very apparent in her voice and I liked that a lot. She said that it is a lot quieter now referring to the fact that my roommates were no longer screaming like earlier. I agreed so in both of our cases, personally referring to the kids. We were both being extremely cute and witty. I referred to her as Boss once like I used to quite often. That stemmed off of when she would ask me to do something like get Cord's cup. She would always laugh and tell me not to forget it. I joked that she's no longer my boss and she said that she never really was in the first place. I told her that's not true because I'd do anything for her. She liked that and then said that she should have taken advantage of that. I took on a more serious tone and asked her if she'd really take advantage of me. She switched to a reassuring voice and said of course not. I then told her pretty seductively that's too bad and she laughed very slyly. I really liked the way her laugh sounded right then. I then laughed and said she just doesn't seem to be saying anything right tonight. It was funny and we laughed. We were both in damn good moods. I guess she really liked my letter!!!
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